Lots of stuff happening

Well, one thing for sure is that I haven't wrote blog for a REALLY long time.

So I'll write it now :D

Sorry if it's gonna be long :)

Well, the last I wrote was a week ago.

The latest news is that, my grandma passed away last week on Tuesday, June 21, 2011.

5 in the morning rushing to hospital and seeing her die on that bed made me feel so pain.

Went to school at 8 and left school at 10. Went back to shower and went to my uncle's house to prepare things n all.

Soon it was night, praying n all. Folding those papers n all.

Few of my friends came, at least their kind enough to come.

Thanks guys.♥

The days went on and I sleep at 1-3 in the morning and getting up at 6-8 in the morning. Not enough sleep until this very day. :/

Wednesday, June 22, 2011.

Why did you have to call? Thanks for the concern, but I didn't like the parts when you questioned me and all. That really pissed me off.
What has gone between us, has GONE. NOTHING. FINAL.
You've hurt me, you've done your part in winning the battle. So I just continue my life, so bug off. PLEASE.

No offence, but I just wanna be friends, thats all.

I don't want any disturbance what so ever. It's annoying!

ANDDDDDD, what I write here is what I want to write, others don't control me.

GOT IT!?


GOSSSSHHH =.="

Friday night, June 24, 2011.

I made the hardest choice ever, to stay for the final prayers or to go to Concert.

In the end I went Concert, cuz this will be my class's last performance and I can't perform already, so I must as well just go.

This year's Concert was kinda blaaaah :/

It wasn't like last year, last year was awesome!

Lots of roaring ans shouting.

This year it ended really fast, kinda sucked too. :/

But my class did a good job :D

The only reason I came is to see my class perform and to support em.♥

Went to school and you came like few minutes later :)

Asked you to come and support my class, thanks ♥ :D

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After that, went mamak then dad called =.="

Quickly finished my drink and went to uncle's house. They already closed the casket when I wanted to have a final look.

Gosh, I cried so much :(

In the end, I just continued the final prayers.

Saturday came, got up around 6/7am then got ready rushed to grandma's house, ate pau then went to uncle's house. Gathered stuff, final prayers.

Got home around 10+ if I wasn't wrong, then tido till 9+ in the morning :D

Then, Sunday :D

Woke up and took my own sweet time getting ready and all :D

Then went to grandma's house and rest and kinda tertido n all :D

Then around 2+ went to my auntie's shop, mum, uncle, grandma and auntie went to have reflexology.

Was there for an hour and kinda got bored, so I went DP :D

Wanted Starbucks, but in the end I din buy. =.="

Swt dao, went to buy Bubble Teas instead :D

Then after that, went McD.

After McD, went back to my auntie's shop :)

Then headed to grandma's house :)

Then had dinner then home for awhile, then went to uncle's house for prayers.

Stayed there till about 1am, slept at 1+ nearly 2am.

Monday, June 27, 2011.

Went to school, was frigging sleeepy! :(

Was lazy to even wake up too! :(

Bio first period, did past year papers. :/

Then Maths, bored...

Accounting class, drama happened in the library.

Complaints, racist, back stabs, what somemore?

Hate that keling, wanna make trouble only. =.="

At least half of my class got called into the office just cuz of that lady. =.="

Bodoh betul lah her. =.="

Nvm bout it, case solved.

Just scared if there's spot check or anything. My class is in danger, we'll back each other though :)

♥

Towards the end of the day, got bored. Nothing to do, sien.

God bro's in Japan. Enjoying his time there. LMAO

hmmmm, let's cut the craps. :)

Been kinda emo-ing these days. I just miss the old us, where we used to have laughs and all.

You used to be REALLY close to me, but like after your trip from XXXX XXXX, we kinda split apart. :/

I don't get it why...

Sometimes when I text you, you don't reply. Guess your busy or something, then you had tests n you told me you'll call me on Thursday night, I waited and waited.

In the end, I got no call.

The pain in me felt so urgggh! :/

Well, what can I do? :/

I guess you kinda don't want me in your life. I'm not being a brag or what so ever, but I just wish you to be the same.

I miss those times at the beach, going to your house, going out.

I still have your gift that I gotta give you until NOW.

I hope you still have mines, or you gave it away. :/

Every day, I'll look at the gift and ask myself when can I see you again?

But it never happens :(

When I asked you out, I feel that you avoid me. But its okay, I know your sick. I know how you feel, I've been through all that. But I've moved on and forgotten the past. That's what you should do, no point in waiting cuz I doubt it'll come true.

Trust me please. ♥

All I wanna say is that, if anything you need. I'll always be there cuz you know I love you and still care about you A LOT. ♥

Bao bei.....♥





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It's all about him, him, him, him, him...♥

Since my grandma passed away, you teman-ed me when I need it.♥

When I was sad, you comforted me and said everything's gonna be alirght.♥

You know how to make me smile.♥

The whole time during the funeral, I replied you kinda late and you slept late :/

Felt bad, :(

You wanna teman, awwwh♥

But, I feel bad cuz you gotta go school.

I owe you one, a BIG one.♥

Last night I went to my uncle's house and you teman-ed me all the way.♥

awwwwh♥

Thanks hon♥

But, I really felt bad. :(

You were tired and you yet wanna teman.♥

I felt like jello, but I also felt bad too. I couldn't accept the fact that you wanna teman cuz you gotta go school in the morning. But you insisted, and I thank you.♥

I really have no words to say thank you so much for teman-ing me, caring for me and everything else for me during the past week. ♥

Hmm, kinda got upset yesterday cuz you should know lah..

But I just bared with it, cuz I can't do anything.

I can't force you to stop, I don't wanna sound bossy. But, the pain really felt...

OUCH :/

After awhile, we were okay. ♥

Sowwwieeee :/

Hoped you were really okay though :)

When I got home last night, I was browsing through.

Saw pictures of saying Sorry.

The moment I saw that, tears filled my eyes.

I felt frigggin bad :(

And so, I called you and we talked. ♥

I felt better when I talked to you.♥

Hope you were okay too :D

I kept on smiling when I talked to you. ♥

awwwwwh♥

Glad to have someone like you♥

ANNDDD, I'm thankful to have someone like you.♥

You're unlike any other.♥

我爱你♥

I went to bed with a smile on my face.♥


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Today, I waited for your message. Kinda got worried when it was almost times up for us to go back home.

Suddenly got an unknown call, it was you.♥

Finally :D

But I had to waitttt, UNTIL NOW. :/

It's really boring without you.♥

All in my mind was about you.♥

After school, I went to eat coconut shake cuz I didn't eat in school and was frigging tired and hungry! :/

Since after school, I kept on looking at my phone until now. :/

I felt sooo, urgh. I don't know how to explain how I feel. :(

My heart's empty when your not around or not texting me. :/

URGGGGH, today felt so shytyyyyy :/

Just hoping you're alirght. :/


Can't wait to get your message! :D

Wheeee♥

♥I love you♥I miss you♥