Quiet.♥

Stop and stare.

Today's just so empty.

Not a single phrase.

Nothing.

Hurts.

Sigh..

It hurts more and more when the day is going to end soon..

What else could I ask for more?

Sigh..

Soo.........................speechless...

:'(

Stressed..

Not talking much...

It hurts..

Not much of time..

When I need it, then busy starts again..

Nothing much to say..

I feel so empty now..

Specially when it comes to the end of the day, with nothing..

Gloomy.

♥

NYC and boredom.

These 2 days I went to NYC :)

So bored..

Friday the 13th.

Went to NYC with Chitapa :)

Walked around and all, took the path train and all.

Then went around H & M, Forever 21 and other shops.

Then we took the path train again to 9th Street or something, then we went to Chitapa's dad's restaurant. :)

Makan loads of food, gosh. SO much I couldn't finish. I felt so bad. >.<

Then we just talked and talked.

We head our way to the path train and took the train back to NJ.

Then we waited for my mom and all. :)

I went to Liberty State Park and took pictures and all :D

Then went home, then ended my day like that ;)

Nothing much lah :)

Saturday, 1404'12

Went to NYC again :)

Went to the Museum and all, Central Park Rockefeller Center and other places I forgot.

Ate and all.

Nothing much happened. :)

I miss you loads <33333333

Every day it feels like crap.

I cry every night before going to bed, I cry to sleep. :(

I miss you loads :(

It doesn't feel right at all. :(

I just can't wait to go back and see you <3

Imisssyouuuuusooooomuch<3

See you real soon! <3

5 days! <3

Feeling so empty..

I feel lonely more and more each day..

What has happened?

It doesn't feel right anymore..

It feels so cold inside me..

I really wish this would resolve somehow..

Where's the you that I miss?

I miss all of that..

Things have changed so quick..

I've never felt so much pain in a long long time..

Once your hit, it'll be really hard to recover..

When I hear your voice it makes me cry..

I'm so speechless now..

I really wish things could go back to normal..

Ever since, I always look at my phone waiting to see a call or text from you, but I just smile and wait..

It's so hard living like this..

I may not show that I care about this, but I do..

I really do care..

It's so hard to show my feelings at times, thought you knew the whole time..

I just feel really speechless..

Where's the old you? :(

I don't wanna continue my days here with sadness, this all hurts.

Not eating..not drinking..no mood for anything..

Mom yells at me..

Sometimes, I just wish I could leave. Leave this place and scream..

I thought I could relax from stress, but I couldn't, it's worse..I wish things could go back to normal..

I feel like I got hit in the head with a bullet..

I really wish I could just talk to you and tell you everything..

It's not easy living like this..

It isn't, it really isn't...you just can't see how I suffer..

You may think I'm happy here, but without you, it's like being in hell. Life is like a piece of crap..

I don't want to be here..I wanna go home..

I wanna go home and just relax..

I feel so upset, I have no one to talk but the wall..

I want to tell you my problems, but now. It seems like it doesn't matter, and that hurts..

Gosh...iloveyou<3SO MUCH!

I wanna go home..

Life really sucks being here..

There isn't any happiness here..

Things changed..

It feels so apart too..

Sometimes I feel, are you happy without me...?

Sometimes I feel so empty, so cold..

I always hug my doggie and cry onto it.

It feels so hard..

I miss home more and more...

A heavy heart with a million pieces..

My day goes really slow, the only thing I wish is to see you, nothing more..

The days feels like years going by, it takes forever..

I don't know what to say, all my feelings are inside me and won't come out..

I'm crying every time..

I'm really sorry for everything..

I just keep crying and I'm really speechless..

Good Bye Malaysia

More than 2 weeks of not seeing you :(

Our date before I see you after 2 weeks. 3103'12

Earth Hour I saw Hani at Holiday Inn :D

Bro and I :)

A random shot of me :)

Family and I :)

Mum and I :)

10.30pm and not home :/

By far the most epic moment of 2012! :D