Mistakes make who you are today

Mistakes make who you are today

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Hurricane Irene

It's been rainy and lots of stuff been happening :/

Hurriance Irene is in NY/NJ :(

People had to evacuate and all :(

Trees coming down, power lines broken, everything goes BROKEN :/

Power's cut and everything :(

Floods coming in :/

No one in the area, every one evacuating.

Luckily my aunt left to up state.

Well, praying that everyone is gonna be alright and my home!

MY HOME!

It better be in one piece man!

UGHHH, scarreeeddd :(


Saturday, August 27, 2011

2708'11♥

Morning woke up with like 8 messages!

But mostly from you lahhh♥

HEHE!♥

Woke up, then got ready and went for breakfast.

Then went to shop. :)

Worked for awhile.

Then went to DP and wheee, I saw youu♥

Cousin came along though :)

Went to watch Conan the Barbarian :D

Uhhh, kinda okay lah the movie, overall. :)

After that, went to jalan jalan, then you lost your stuff :(

Gosssh, I felt soo :(

Then went to makan :)

After that went to Brands Outlet. :D

Wheee♥

I enjoyed shopping around Brands. :)

uh huhhhh, HM :P

nyek nyek♥

Overall, I REALLY enjoyed today♥

Iluphyouhoney♥




Thursday, August 25, 2011

2508'11♥

Morning texted you♥

Normal morning, went to Honda, mum may wanna buy new car :D

Then went to do my hair :)

Rebond, again. LOL

Wanna get a new hair style, but feels like shyt.

Balik2 same hair style, sien dy wei =.=

Went to Yeast Bakery, bought creme brulee, it tasted AWESOME! :D

Small thing for RM5 ringget though :/

Watched Final Destination 5 with cousin.

GOSH!

Soooooo GELI.

I wanted you beside me soo frigggin badly! :(

You do not know how lonely I felt :(

Even though it was with my cousin, it wasn't the feeling that I wanted. :/

Like no one to hug or anything :(

Best part was that my tummy hurted ALOT and I was COLD :(

Nevermind about that, butttt :(

I MISS YOU!♥

GAHHH GAHHH GAHHH :(

BOO WHOO :(

LGWXN:(

LGIWYWHWM :(

GAAAHHH :(

I
L
O
V
E
Y
O
U


Well, hoping to see you tomorrow :D

♥I love you♥ I miss you ♥ ForeverandAlways♥


♥ ♥
♥ ♥ ♥
♥ AJ ♥
♥ ♥




Monday, August 22, 2011

This is how you remind me♥

2108'11♥

Hangover II

Day was as usual.

Went to DP♥

Felt that it wasn't enough time. :(

Jalan awhile.

Then watched movie♥

Best thing that it was with euuu♥

Cousin came alone too. x)

Well, even though it was awhile.

I enjoyed it ALOT. :)

But its like only been a day, and I miss you like crazyyy :(

Well, Raya is next week.

Maybe we can go out? :)

Well, this weekend gonna work with friends. Whee♥

Sometimes, I may not be sweet. But when I write it out I can.♥

That's just the way I am.

It's been a day :(

I MISS YOU :(

GOSH! :(


My heart is my worst enemy. Why? Because it belongs to me, but it seriously beats for 'YOU' ♥


True love is not seen with the eyes, but felt through the heart. ♥ :)


The spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit PERFECTLY. ♥ :)


ANDDDD....

There is only one key to my heart. Just one that can't be duplicated. Carry it with 'YOU', never give it away and from 'YOU' I will never stray.♥ :)

This shows, how much I

Think about you♥
Miss you♥
Adore you♥
Care about you♥
Love about you♥

All this, is written from the bottom of my very ♥. :)



Every time I see you, it makes me fall more into you.♥

The love is deeper♥

The quality times spent together is falling deeper♥


All I wanna say now is that I'll love you and never stop loving you.♥

♥Pinky Promise♥
♥ForeverandAlways♥

♥I miss you♥I love you♥


"Love may be the sweetest thing here on earth but friendship is the spice that makes life more wonderful."


You + Me = ♥

A + J = ♥

♥ ♥
♥ ♥ ♥
♥ A + J ♥
♥ ♥ ♥
♥ ♥

Thursday, August 18, 2011

There's a reason for everything.♥

In the morning it was normal.

Went to Explorer and collected stuff.

People were saying I hilang and all..

LOLOL!

It's funny.

But it's good to see them around and being happy :)

I tend to smile whenever I'm with em. :D

During the day, it was normal. Boring. As always.

Afternoon went to Jasin to visit relatives and all.

Then came to work.

Gosh, got upset and all. :/

I'm sorrrry :(


I may be stubborn at times, but there's a reason for it and I'm sorry. But in fact, I gotta accept the fact that it has to happen. And I do trust you and there's a reason for me trusting you. And I will, forever and always.
You know I will.

Even though I can't express my feelings to you sometimes face to face, but I can express em in words. And I do mean it in every way.

I may be sad for awhile, but I gotta let things that you wanna do. I can't be like some person spoiling your life or something, it makes me feel like shyt.

I understand that it has to happen. And I'll be okay and I'll accept it.♥

Cuz you're the one I love♥

ForeverandAlways♥

But what I wish, that nothing will happen to us.♥

PinkyPromise♥

Hoping to see you this weekend, *fingers crossed*

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways♥


Tuesday, August 16, 2011

1608'11♥

Early morning got disturbed by my mum =.="

Was sleeping peacefully then BOOM she comes in doing things and turning on the light.

I hate it when people do that.

Texted you♥

Then fell asleep. x)

Then you texted me, was too tired to see the message.

Sorrrry :(

And it's okay for last night.

Don't say sorry for anything aite?

It's OKAY, no biggy de. :)

So you went to school and I finally woke up at 10 something.

Was really tired, was so blur too. x)

Went to eat breakfast with family.

Then off to work.

Workers were late =.="

Had to clean up most of yesterday's mess. =.="

Ash trays and all.

STINKY like shyt! :O

Then workers came like half an hour late, told them to do their work. -.-

Then, it was kinda busy.

Had to make drinks and all.

Then loads of other things.

Was tiring. :(

Then you texted me, wheee♥

Was kinda upset for awhile that time. :(

Sorrrryyy :(

Sorrrry I have mood swings sometimes :(

I'm really super duper sorrry :(

Anddd, I don't want you to do things that like I ask you not to do.

If you wanna go n do it, then go bah.

I don't wanna force you or anything kay? ;)

Cuz I don't wanna sound so crappy and shyty :(

I feel that :(((
gahhh :(

Anyways, I'm really sorry if I did anything kay? ♥

ANNNDD! I can't wait till tomorrow. ♥

Seeing you tomorrow♥

Wheeee♥

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

Monday, August 15, 2011

1508'11♥

Morning woke up at 10+

Was so friggin sleepy. :O

Not even 8 hours of sleep :(

Never mind lah, then went to have breakfast.

Family ate.

GAAHH, was soo tired :(

Went to DP :)

Walked around and all.

Then to MP.

Bought few things. :)

Then jalan awhile then saw a few friends and talked to em.

Saw my broo, Keellllvviiiin.

Kinda missed him. ROFL.

I felt that it been kinda long since I saw him. LOL

Glad I got to see you today. :)

Then met youuu♥

Wheee♥

Really happy to see you♥

Even though it was awhile, gahhh I enjoyed it♥

I miss those hugs and I got em♥

I miss those cheeky faces♥

Even though it was for a short while, you brightened up my day so much♥

When ever I'm with you, I tend to smile A WHOLE LOT♥

Cuz you're the reason why I smile.♥

I know I'm gonna see you more this week. :)

So make the best out of it :)

School starts I can't go out often :(

Gotta study :(

TT2 is just before CNY! :(
KNS! :(

Trials are in March and then IGCSE :(

GOSH! :(

I'm already stressing now :(

I'm gonna be soooo EEUUUU during Form 5 :(

Sure I'm gonna be busy with studying, so I'm gonna say this first.

Sorry if I won't be able to teman you much cuz gotta study for IGCSE.

It's REALLLY important.

I know you'll be busy as well when it comes to your turn in Form 5.

GAHHH D:

At least you finish later than me♥

But still, scared to the max now :(

GAAAH D:

See you in a few more days.♥

whheeee♥

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

Saturday, August 13, 2011

100 days :(

Last night, finished work at 4 in the morning.

Was so friggin tired and it was sooo frigggin cold :(

I wanted to go out today, but ended up waking up at 1-2+ :(

GAAAH D:

*cries*

It's like urghh :(

Feels like crap and shyt :(

TOTALLLYYY SHYTTY :(

Gosh :(

Nway, I know your enjoying your day with your friends. :)

While me, at home waiting to go to work :(

Goshh, I miss you :(

I miss everything about euu :(

GEEZ! :(

Life's like shyt sometimes :(

But, we gotta face it somehow don't we? :(

It's like all messed up in one big ball :(

Nway, school's gonna start in like a month's time.

SCHOOL = Form 5 = HELL

Gosssh, I miss you so much :(

HAISSSH :(

Only next week I get to see you? :(

GOSH! :(

Anyways, should I go Genting with my friends? :(

I WANNA GO LE! :(

HAISH! :(

MOMMMMMM LET ME GOOOO! :(

GAH :(

Life sucks sometimes.

I just can't wait for 2 things.

1. LICENSE!
2. GRADUATION!

Then I'm free man.

No need people driving me around dy, I can drive where ever I wanna go.

Can't wait man :)


" It doesn't matter where you go in life what you do or how much you have. It's who you have beside you. I'm so glad I have you. " ♥


♥I love you♥I miss you♥ForeverandAlways♥

It's sad seeing the ones you adore go away :(

I tried talking to you, but it doesn't seem right.

Why?

Sometimes I feel that, you wanna avoid me?

It's like, when I wanna talk to you.

There is like a cold wall between us.

Why must this happen?

It's been so long since I've seen you :(

My mum was like "you never talk to dy meh?"

I didn't know what to say, gawwd :(

I had tears rolling down when I think of it.

Keep on saying yeah wanna go out, but yet in the end it's nothing. :(

Hoping Raya can go out.

Just once and please.

I know maybe other people are better.

But that's life, life has its goods and bads.

We can't say much.

I don't hate you nor envy you.

I just want the old you back.

I still love you like last time.

Just wishing, we could like talk again. :/


Friday, August 12, 2011

1208'11♥

That day, I went back home at 5 in the morning.

Was so frigggin sleeeepy.

And I woke up at 9+ and went back to bed till 11+.

Gosh, was late. :(

Quickly went to shower and all.

Got ready and my mum wasn't even ready =.=

Forget that, went to dp around 2+

Grandma brought me and my cousin.♥

Thanks grandma♥

Met you in MP.♥

Oh yeah, not to forget.

Happy Sweet 16th birthday XXXXX :)

Hope you enjoyed your birthday :D

Even it was for awhile, hope you enjoyed it. :)

Went to GSC.

Watched Cowboys & Aliens.

DEFINITELY a much better movie than Captain America.

I enjoyed it with euuu♥

After like how many days of not seeing you, finally got to see you♥

I missed your hugs♥

But finally got em♥

Even if it was for awhile, it was worth seeing you for the day.♥

But you had to go there :(

1 day you din go like cannot de. :(

GAHHH :(

Never mind lah, as long you happy can dy :)

Then I'll be happy :)

REALLLY wanna go out Sunday, but can't rite?

GAHHH :(

Nevermind lah :D

As long as yesterday we got to see each other, that's what counts. :)

Friends asked me to go out with em during holidays, I really wanna go with em.

But will my mum allow? :(

I wish I can go man.

Gotta ask my mum today or tomorrow.

Been so busy with work and all, no time to even talk to each other. =.=

Hon♥

Thanks for the prezzii :D

Ilurveit♥

Wheee♥

Iluphyou♥

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

LOL-ing around with cousin♥

0908'11



When she just came back from US :)

LOL to my mum's head. :D

These past few days been busy with work and all. :D

Sleeping at 3-4 am. It's kinda awesome and you wake up at 12-1pm :D

Life's good man :D

Most of all, I miss you :(

0608'11♥

whheee♥

Iluphyou♥

1408'11♥ Hoping to see you♥

0908'11 Jin Young and Hur Jin came to the shop. :)

We played pool. :)

Jin Young lost to me. xD

But I lost to Hur Jin, swt.

Nvm lah, don't care ny :)

Honneyyyhh♥

Sorry I can't teman you much these days :(

Working and all :(

Specially in the morning :(

GAHHH :(

I wake up like so late then wanna text you, but you in school. GAHHH :(

♥I miss you♥ I love you♥ Forever and Always♥

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Moody day :/

You woke up late, gosh :(

I felt bad♥ :(

Cuz of last night :(

And today the same thing,

but it's better now.

Kinda was upset the whole.

Was thinking about it the whole entire day while you were in school. :/

Went to the junk yard today.

Went to lots of shops to get the car fixed.

Morning till evening didn't eat, around 7ish ate dinner. So yeah~

Night time, talked to you.♥

Was okay though by then, was quiet for awhile.

But I'm okay.♥

Reading this made me full of tears.

"Sometimes, you gotta sacrifice something for your loved ones.
So yeah, I'd do it. For you. :) I don't usually do it. But yeah. :)"


♥awwwh♥

I love you hon♥

WANLG♥

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

I'm Sorry♥

I promise.♥

Do you remember this photo? Now, it's my turn to say SORRY ...
I am sorry♥
With all my heart, I just wanna say I am sorry.♥
I really do love you♥


Hope you'll be okay after reading this.♥

I love you with all my heart and soul, I really do.♥

ILYLG♥

The ones I grew up with♥

Morning, woke up late. :/

GOSSSH, felt so bad that I replied you just before you went sch :/

Then I texted you like 1 message :(

FELLTTT soooo :(

URGGGH, nevermind lah. :/

Hoped you did good for your tests. :)

Today, went to the zoo with my cousins and my friends that I grew up with.

They are my some-how cousins :D

Enjoyed my day with them though. :)

But, I missed you ALOT♥

Wondering what you were doing n all. GOSH :/

Gosh! I kinda feel awkward nowadays :/

There's this awkward feeling but I don't know what.

Another thing is that, after I accepted a friend on FB you been inbox-ing me nonstop, its getting on my nerves.

You know your friend and I are what dy rite?

It gives me the goose bumps. :/

Haisssh, I don't like wanna avoid you, but just talk as a friend, don't flirt PLEASE. =.=

Forget that,

Hon, I miss you alot.♥

It's not even 2 days and I miss you like crazzzzyyy♥

Nowadays, we talk kinda less. :(

I wanna tell you, but I'd rather not say it :(

SORRRRY :(

But, honestly.. I miss you A LOT. ♥

We gotta go out one of these days :/

After your tests though. ;)

Plus, nowadays you don't online.

And it gets boring :/

I miss webcammy with you♥

It's been sooo LONG :(

But, every day before going to bed I would look at our picz and have a smile on my face before going to bed.♥

It reminds me so much of you.♥

When waking up I'd look at our picture so that when I get out of bed, I'll have a smile :)

If only I was able to see you, I miss your hugs♥

Your kisses♥

Your comfort♥

Most of all, I miss you♥

"Love isn't finding someone you can live with,
but it's finding someone you can't live without"

I love that quote♥

Cuz I can't live without you,

it's me without you :(

It feels that something's missing.

No matter how far apart we are, the love is still there.♥

That's true love♥

Even if we are miles and miles apart,

I'd still love you no matter what♥

Well, 2 more days till your tests finish :)

GAMBATEH ah♥

You can do it :)

I know you can :)




Nowadays, my head's been spinning.

Thinking of universities n all.

I just don't know where to go.

There, here, there, here?

WHERE?! :(

I don't wanna leave you♥

It makes me feel so HARD to make the choice :(

Aunts been telling me the goods and bad of universities.

Should I listen?

Should I do what they tell me?

What should I do? :(

Follow my heart? :(

I don't wanna leave you, really :(

Nowadays, I'd cry out of a sudden, it hurts :(

The stress, the pressure put on me :(

I'm sorrry if I'm acting different or I'm quiet. :(

It's just that, when I think of universities and tell you,

The pain in me, hurts like hell. :/

GOSH! Sometimes, I just wish time would slow down for once.

I'm gonna be in Form 5 next month!

Can you believe it?!

Less than a friggin year I'm graduating!

GOSSSH!

Never mind lah, gotta enjoy now and what ever I got.

Then it's hard core, gotta study like mad. :/

I gotta do well for my IGCSE, it's my only way.

Nways, no matter what.

Bad or good, promise me that it'll end foreverandalways♥ ?

See you soooooon hon♥

Gosh, I really super duper

♥Missyou♥Loveyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

:*

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

A day in Jusco♥

Today, morning woke up texted you before you went school.

Then went back to sleep for awhile, then mum woke me up. =.="

Went to grandma's house for awhile, went to tapao lunch for grandpa.

Went Jusco around 11+ and came back at 6+ ?

I think. xD

Went shopping. :)

Bought a few clothes and socks, FML.

Mum bought me a really cute pair of shoes :D

Thanks mummy♥

Hmm, it was 3 by then.

Kinda got worried, tried texting you.

Then seconds later, got a message from you.

AWESOME♥

It was like you knew I was gonna text you♥

Then you said you were gonna come JJ, I was like sooo friggin happy :D

Mum said wanna go eat Papa John's pizza and I wasn't hungry.

So I went to Burger King to find you.♥

YAY, happppyyy :D

I ♥ it when you hug me.♥

I ♥ it when you kiss me.♥

I ♥ it when you pamper me.♥

I ♥ it when you comfort me.♥

I ♥ it when you talk to me.♥

I miss you.♥

That moment, I was quiet for awhile.

Wasn't sad or anything, just really missed you A LOT and wanna stay quiet awhile >.<

SORRRRY ><

I mish you so bad♥

Was really happy I got to see you today♥

Even though it wasn't REALLY long, it was worth seeing.♥

Went shopping around and saw a really nice dress I really wanted to buy but not enough money to buy. FML!!!

When I was about to go, went to see you again.

Wanna hug you, but someone was in the way :P

JOKE!

Well, something else way better. xD

WANBB :)

Since I left, I missssss you ALOT ♥

Well, as long I got to see you.♥

Hoping to see you this weekend or Friday? ♥

See you soon.♥

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

Monday, August 1, 2011

Should I call it sad?♥

Yesterday, kinda lots of things happened. :/

♥I got to talk to you♥

That's the best part.♥

It's kinda been a long time since I got talk on the phone for a really long time.

Sometimes, knowing the truth hurts.

But you have to know it somehow or later.

Right?

It may hurt, you may cry, but it's the truth.

Gotta bare it.

It might be sad to hear things at times, but it's better knowing early than later.

I prefer those who tell me the truth and not making me find out myself.

Kinda glad I know, but at the same time its like WOAH?! and like sad at the same?

ROFL

Nah, just live life now and love it while it lasts.

Today, I woke up early and I rushed =.="

SWTTTT, never mind bout that.

Went to Jonker today, DP, Red house, Clock Tower,etc

Feels like the first time I came back here and went sight seeing, FML.

It was so frigggin hot today.

URGH, the heat. :/

Really missed you alot today.♥

Could have gone to see you :(

URGHH :(

Your tests are this week, good luck! :D

I know you can do it :D

My smart honeyyhh sure to be get good marks :D

GAMBATEH♥

Hoping to see you one of these days. :)

Mum said we aint going SG dy :(

SWTTTT, can't enjoy abit dy :(

Never mind though! I can teman you dy and not leave you for a few days.♥

WHEEE!♥

But, gonna start work tomorrow :/

Gonna be playing pool and snooker(maybe) ALOT this month! :D

WHEEE! :D

Anyway, I don't have much to say.

SOrrrryyyy.

♥I miss you♥ I love you♥ ForeverandAlways ♥