DIGI! :@

Well, I woke up AGAIN earlier than you ♥

PPIIGGGGGYYYY :P

nvm lah :P

Went to school, epic moments :P

Funny stuff happened :D

Today was the Canteen uncle's last day, awwwh :(

No more eating eggs :(

HAHA!

School as normal, but during free periods loads of laughter. LMAO :)

Lunch had McD with my friends :)

Talked and talked and talked, LOL. :)

Got your message around 2+ gua? ♥

Wheee♥

HAPPY MODE ON :P

Was REALLLY hyper today :P

Sowie ah :P

Called you ♥

Talked to you♥

Smiling as always :)

Then after talking to you missed calls and all. =.=

Geram =.=

Kinda wondered why you would call, its either only cuz something's wrong, or you wanna get info or something.

Know your pattern lah.

Then messages came in, didn't reply.

After school went back grandma's house.

Wheee♥

Then messages, AGAIN! =.=

Seriously arh, pissed man. =.=

Sorry to say that :)

Then again another message came, I was geram and shouted "STOP TEXTING ME LAH!"

Sekali was yours, hehe.♥

SOWWWIIEEEE♥

Then texted you for awhile, then you went to continue your stuff :)

Then, texts again. URGH! =.=

Ignorance :)

The best cure :D

Then I called you after you finished your stuff :)

Wheee♥

Been smiling the WHOLE time :PPPP

Then POOOF! I cant sms you! :(

Felt like shyt the whole time :(

I really missed you :(
♥

Then went for dinner at Makko Nyonya Restaurant :D

AWESOME FOOD♥

BUT! Worst part was, I finished my food dy and I went toilet to wash hands n all.

Came back, POOF! 1 mountain of food!

My uncle arh!!

Geram dao! :P

Was forced to eat it ALL!

DAAAYYYYMMMN :/

Nvm lah, for him lah :)

He going back tomorrow too :(

After dinner I called you♥

Wheee♥

Then after awhile, I tried to text you while talking with you :)

THen you got my message♥

WHEEEE♥

Then I go yours♥

I was frigggin happy♥

Exaggerating sikit, but you do NOT know how much I missed you wei.♥

Gosssh♥

I mish you♥

But talking to you today really made my day♥

You really made me smile a WHOLE lot today♥

After dinner, went back my grandma house and said good bye to my uncle and to have a safe trip back to US.♥

I burst out crying :(

Gonna see my cousins in 2 weeks :D

Wheee♥

Then holidays soon! YAY! :D

Can't wait to see honey soon.♥

YAY♥

♥I love you♥I miss you♥Forever and Always♥

For once I enjoyed my day :D

Morning, again I woke up earlier than you. :)
♥小猪♥

Went to school, saw friends :)

Class as normal in the morning :)

Only had Maths and BM abit :)

The best part was after first recess, me and my friends stayed in Canteen the WHOLE entire time until 20 minutes to 1 like that :P

AWEEESOME! :D

Skipped Bulldog's class, frigggin happy! :D

But sad that my friend's iPod and hp kena rampas.

WALAO, seriously kelian lorh.

But you guys gonna get it back next week :D

WHEEEE♥

Lunch time, epic moments man!

My friend's face went POOF REEEEEEEDDDD.HAHAHAHA

Gosh I couldn't stop laughing man!

HAHAHAA

Then the big guy in class, one of my best friends. FELL DOWN THE STAIRS, another funny moment!

But seriously kelian these 2 people le.

The ones in my life that keeps me going.♥

Seriously, today I wouldn't forget today man.

LOADS of laughter and all. :)

AWESOMEEE.♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

The day went on, it was 3+ and I din get your message.

Was worried, REALLY worried.

Then I thought back, I think I knew what you had :)

Then you called me :)♥

WHEE♥ I kept smiling until my mum asked why I smiled.

I was like "NOTTHINNGGGGGGGGG" HAHA! :P

Then you did your "STUFF" :)

Whee♥

The time went really fast and you were done :)

WHEEE♥

Talked for awhile, I kinda talked alot. Paiseh ah.♥

Sowie hon♥

X)

You know whatt? You say ALOT of sorry you know?! :PPPPP

hehe♥

Nvm lah, stop saying it ah :P

If notttttt, you watch out :P

blehhh♥

RANDOM MUCH.

You were moody today in school, and when I saw that text just now. I felt like jello, I was like awwwwwwh♥

You told me to listen to one song.

I really loved it.♥

Gosh, you made me SMILE ALOT today. You know? :)

♥

You're the reason why I smile. ♥

♥I love you♥I miss you♥Forever and Always♥

A random Tuesday :)

Morning woke up, really sleepy♥

Texted you and you din reply, surprisingly you WOKE up later than me :P

hehe♥

Went to school,normal stuff.

Math, English, PE (PJ) :)

Art, freeeeeeeeeeeee :D

During PE we played Rounders (baseball)

Awesome, some epic moments :)

My friend, bei tahan! HAHA

She's suppose to run, but she went to take the ball and pass it to the opposite team. HAHAHA! Nevermind lah, its your first time and you don't get the game :P

Then one of my friends got SMACKED in the face with the ball, ouch!
Hope you're alright though :)

Then recess, friends decided to order McD so order :))))

Then Art, EXAAAMMSSSS

Hoping my exam will be good though, but I gotta do my class work.

Didn't have time to do it, while grandma passing away. :/

Then Physics, were free.

Forgot what I did, swt dao -.-

Then lunch :D

Lunch had McD, enjoyed it with my friends.♥

Then Koku, we all didn't go for our Koku :D

How awesome is that? :D

Talked and talked and talked :)

3+ got your message, wheeee ♥

Kena suan siao, LMAO. :)

Nevermind, biasa dy :P

After awhile, you were otw to you know lah :)

Time passes so fast, it was 3.30pm already! :D

Went back to grandma's house then the first thing I saw was DURIANS. LMAO! :)

My mum and uncle were like, they're all for you! My eyes were like O.O"

Had to eat like 1 in a half durian, gosh! FULL DAO!

But it was really nice, from the kampung side. Near my grandpa's estate :D

Bathed and all, went Pasar Malam. Jln2 awhile, then went Tong Hup :)

Bought stuff and all. Then balik rumah, my uncle asked me to play badminton with him! SWT DAO -.-

I felt so nooby sial =.=

Every time he smashes, I'll duck and scream.HAHAHA!
Sowwwieeeee

I don't like people smashing :/

After like 40 minutes of playing, he wanted to stop. Then stop lurh :)

It was already 6+ dy, got worried dy.

While playing badminton I kept looking at my watch :/

Haissssshhh :/

Then got your message dy, finally! ♥ :)

Hoped your alright though :)

Awhile later, you called :)
wheee♥

Missed ya voice :/

As long as your alright♥

At grandma's house doing nothing, sien dao.

Played with my dog :)

Wheee♥

Dinner time, din eat.

Waited for mum, went home.

Got home, bathed.

ANDDD ONLINE :)

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I mish webcammy♥

Today, I felt that we din get to talk much. :/

Is it?

Hmm, ouh wells :)

It's okay de :)

I love it when you make me smile, when you make me laugh♥

awwh♥

I told you kinda alot of things that happened recently ;)


Sorrrrry for being moody these days. :/

You should know lah♥ :)

A day without you is like a year without rain! :(

I gotta see you before my exams start, its a must! :D

Sowie ah :P

Sometimes I just wish you'll like pop out and I can just see you.♥

It's hard not seeing you for like a week or so :/

Over reacting much, sowie...

But I mish you♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

See you soon aite? :D

I can't wait to be in your arms. :)
♥
♥
♥
♥
♥

♥I love you♥I miss you♥

Lots of stuff happening

Well, one thing for sure is that I haven't wrote blog for a REALLY long time.

So I'll write it now :D

Sorry if it's gonna be long :)

Well, the last I wrote was a week ago.

The latest news is that, my grandma passed away last week on Tuesday, June 21, 2011.

5 in the morning rushing to hospital and seeing her die on that bed made me feel so pain.

Went to school at 8 and left school at 10. Went back to shower and went to my uncle's house to prepare things n all.

Soon it was night, praying n all. Folding those papers n all.

Few of my friends came, at least their kind enough to come.

Thanks guys.♥

The days went on and I sleep at 1-3 in the morning and getting up at 6-8 in the morning. Not enough sleep until this very day. :/

Wednesday, June 22, 2011.

Why did you have to call? Thanks for the concern, but I didn't like the parts when you questioned me and all. That really pissed me off.
What has gone between us, has GONE. NOTHING. FINAL.
You've hurt me, you've done your part in winning the battle. So I just continue my life, so bug off. PLEASE.

No offence, but I just wanna be friends, thats all.

I don't want any disturbance what so ever. It's annoying!

ANDDDDDD, what I write here is what I want to write, others don't control me.

GOT IT!?


GOSSSSHHH =.="

Friday night, June 24, 2011.

I made the hardest choice ever, to stay for the final prayers or to go to Concert.

In the end I went Concert, cuz this will be my class's last performance and I can't perform already, so I must as well just go.

This year's Concert was kinda blaaaah :/

It wasn't like last year, last year was awesome!

Lots of roaring ans shouting.

This year it ended really fast, kinda sucked too. :/

But my class did a good job :D

The only reason I came is to see my class perform and to support em.♥

Went to school and you came like few minutes later :)

Asked you to come and support my class, thanks ♥ :D

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

After that, went mamak then dad called =.="

Quickly finished my drink and went to uncle's house. They already closed the casket when I wanted to have a final look.

Gosh, I cried so much :(

In the end, I just continued the final prayers.

Saturday came, got up around 6/7am then got ready rushed to grandma's house, ate pau then went to uncle's house. Gathered stuff, final prayers.

Got home around 10+ if I wasn't wrong, then tido till 9+ in the morning :D

Then, Sunday :D

Woke up and took my own sweet time getting ready and all :D

Then went to grandma's house and rest and kinda tertido n all :D

Then around 2+ went to my auntie's shop, mum, uncle, grandma and auntie went to have reflexology.

Was there for an hour and kinda got bored, so I went DP :D

Wanted Starbucks, but in the end I din buy. =.="

Swt dao, went to buy Bubble Teas instead :D

Then after that, went McD.

After McD, went back to my auntie's shop :)

Then headed to grandma's house :)

Then had dinner then home for awhile, then went to uncle's house for prayers.

Stayed there till about 1am, slept at 1+ nearly 2am.

Monday, June 27, 2011.

Went to school, was frigging sleeepy! :(

Was lazy to even wake up too! :(

Bio first period, did past year papers. :/

Then Maths, bored...

Accounting class, drama happened in the library.

Complaints, racist, back stabs, what somemore?

Hate that keling, wanna make trouble only. =.="

At least half of my class got called into the office just cuz of that lady. =.="

Bodoh betul lah her. =.="

Nvm bout it, case solved.

Just scared if there's spot check or anything. My class is in danger, we'll back each other though :)

♥

Towards the end of the day, got bored. Nothing to do, sien.

God bro's in Japan. Enjoying his time there. LMAO

hmmmm, let's cut the craps. :)

Been kinda emo-ing these days. I just miss the old us, where we used to have laughs and all.

You used to be REALLY close to me, but like after your trip from XXXX XXXX, we kinda split apart. :/

I don't get it why...

Sometimes when I text you, you don't reply. Guess your busy or something, then you had tests n you told me you'll call me on Thursday night, I waited and waited.

In the end, I got no call.

The pain in me felt so urgggh! :/

Well, what can I do? :/

I guess you kinda don't want me in your life. I'm not being a brag or what so ever, but I just wish you to be the same.

I miss those times at the beach, going to your house, going out.

I still have your gift that I gotta give you until NOW.

I hope you still have mines, or you gave it away. :/

Every day, I'll look at the gift and ask myself when can I see you again?

But it never happens :(

When I asked you out, I feel that you avoid me. But its okay, I know your sick. I know how you feel, I've been through all that. But I've moved on and forgotten the past. That's what you should do, no point in waiting cuz I doubt it'll come true.

Trust me please. ♥

All I wanna say is that, if anything you need. I'll always be there cuz you know I love you and still care about you A LOT. ♥

Bao bei.....♥





♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

It's all about him, him, him, him, him...♥

Since my grandma passed away, you teman-ed me when I need it.♥

When I was sad, you comforted me and said everything's gonna be alirght.♥

You know how to make me smile.♥

The whole time during the funeral, I replied you kinda late and you slept late :/

Felt bad, :(

You wanna teman, awwwh♥

But, I feel bad cuz you gotta go school.

I owe you one, a BIG one.♥

Last night I went to my uncle's house and you teman-ed me all the way.♥

awwwwh♥

Thanks hon♥

But, I really felt bad. :(

You were tired and you yet wanna teman.♥

I felt like jello, but I also felt bad too. I couldn't accept the fact that you wanna teman cuz you gotta go school in the morning. But you insisted, and I thank you.♥

I really have no words to say thank you so much for teman-ing me, caring for me and everything else for me during the past week. ♥

Hmm, kinda got upset yesterday cuz you should know lah..

But I just bared with it, cuz I can't do anything.

I can't force you to stop, I don't wanna sound bossy. But, the pain really felt...

OUCH :/

After awhile, we were okay. ♥

Sowwwieeee :/

Hoped you were really okay though :)

When I got home last night, I was browsing through.

Saw pictures of saying Sorry.

The moment I saw that, tears filled my eyes.

I felt frigggin bad :(

And so, I called you and we talked. ♥

I felt better when I talked to you.♥

Hope you were okay too :D

I kept on smiling when I talked to you. ♥

awwwwwh♥

Glad to have someone like you♥

ANNDDD, I'm thankful to have someone like you.♥

You're unlike any other.♥

我爱你♥

I went to bed with a smile on my face.♥


♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Today, I waited for your message. Kinda got worried when it was almost times up for us to go back home.

Suddenly got an unknown call, it was you.♥

Finally :D

But I had to waitttt, UNTIL NOW. :/

It's really boring without you.♥

All in my mind was about you.♥

After school, I went to eat coconut shake cuz I didn't eat in school and was frigging tired and hungry! :/

Since after school, I kept on looking at my phone until now. :/

I felt sooo, urgh. I don't know how to explain how I feel. :(

My heart's empty when your not around or not texting me. :/

URGGGGH, today felt so shytyyyyy :/

Just hoping you're alirght. :/


Can't wait to get your message! :D

Wheeee♥

♥I love you♥I miss you♥

A boring Monday :)

Morning woke up at the same time with you, HEH ♥

Bathed n all, got ready for school.

Left home early today, went to tapao but they haven't opened yet =.=
There goes my breakfast. =.=

Nvm lah, tahan till recess :)

Went to school, then had Bio class.

Practical, as always I'll ask nonsense things and teacher will geram :D

hehe

Then Maths class, teacher gave us work and he left for like half an hour.

Then he came back and asked us to leave class 10 minutes earlier, AWESOME :D

Thats when everyone started asking why and all..

Then he got furious and smacked the table DAAYYMMM hard, I was like WOAH.

Ah lah, his mood comes and goes. No one cares :D

Well, I don't :)

After he "scolded" and lectured us, we went to class :D

Accounting :)

Teacher wasn't around, AGAIN.

Then we had to go to the hall, where we had to practice till we were "PERFECT" :)

Thats when we all started jumping around cuz we got to skip Bulldog's class :D

Practiced like for 40 minutes, then recess. Then again practiced for like 3 periods. =.=

TIRED MAN.

After that, recess again.

Mum made spaghetti and meatballs :D

YAY :D

Then free 2 periods, played cards for awhile, listened to music, nonsense craps we do in class. Same old stuff :)

Then fell asleep for like almost 1 period, was really tired and restless :/

Then I was wondering why you haven't messaged me, kinda got worried and thought you maybe getting ready to go you know lah :)
Or maybe eating :D

Then when about school's over, you messaged me. ♥

FINALLY!♥

Got to chat for awhile :/

Haissssh, nvm :)

Dunno why, but during those 2 periods my mind was just like ALL about YOU. Gosh, was thinking about the times when we went out n all.

Gosh, I really miss you :(

Wanna spend more time with you♥

After school, walked out to the car and my mum called me for no reason. Just to ask me to walk faster and come to the car =.=

Thought we going home, then I can rest. Was really TIRED and had a bad headache :/

Haish, went to the hospital.

The first person I saw was my auntie crying, then my heart started pounding. I thought something happened to my grandma. But luckily nothing happened. Thank God. ♥

But then, she was vomiting ALOT. Haish

Quickly went n helped her. All I can see is blood.

Today when I called her po po, she had no response. :(
Tears just rolled down my face.
All I can do is just stand there, helplessly.

When the nurses came in, a BUNCH of them came in.

Took her blood pressure and all.
First amount was 80
Second try was 70 something, then the machine showed a big RED sign saying her blood pressure is low. I cried more :(
Then the nurse tried manually, then her pressure was 84 if not wrong.

Haish, the pain. :(

Nurse gave her ubat to eat, usually she can eat her ubat. Now, she CAN'T at all.
My mum kept saying open your mouth, but she didn't respond at all. Thought what happened! Quickly called po po po wake up! Then she opened her eyes, luckily. HAISH! :(

Gave her 1 ubat, she drank water then a few minutes later she vomit everything out. haish :(

Then the blood she also vomit out. It's all BLACK :(

Haish, I pity her. WONDERING WHEN SHE CAN JUST GOT HOME and REST PEACEFULLY :(

Goshhh, was in the hospital till 5.30pm.

Bei tahan, head REALLY hurt ALOT.

Texted you♥

You were done :)

yay! :D

Sorrry for making you worried :/

I'll be alirght :D

Trust me ♥

Went coconut shake and ate nasi lemak, air tebu and the BEST part is COCONUT SHAKE! :D

hehe

Making someone jealous :P

nyehhhhh nyeeehhh :P

hehe♥

But I craved for roti canai man! :/

Making me jealous ny ♥

:P

After coconut shake went back to grandma house and took some stuff and dropped grandma off. Then went home :D

Home Sweet Home :)

Texted you♥

Missed you♥ALOT♥

Had a dream last night, it was nice, REALLY nice :D
♥

But, I forgot about it when I wanted to tell you =.=

Epic FAIL. HAHA

Hmm, I want you to come for my concert♥

It's my last one too♥

Hoping you'll come though :D

Going through my note book, doodled some STUFF :)

Wanna show you it some day :)

Gossssh, I mish webcammy♥

URGH :(

The more I see you, the more I miss you, the more I want to see you more.♥

ANNDDDD

The smile on your face, gives me a BRIGHTER smile than eva. :D
♥


♥I love you♥I miss you♥

❤♥

1906'11♥

Well this morning, I got up and you messaged me at the right time :D

Gosh, had a huge smile! :D

Was happy, really happy today :D

Quickly got up and went down stairs, was blur for a moment.

Mum was talking to me and I DIDN'T know what she was saying! HAHA!

Then went to bathe n all.

Got ready and ate breakfast :)

After breakfast went to the hospital.

Gosh, grandma's getting seriously worse by the day. :/

Her body aches inside out, I can feel the pain in me. :/

When she shouts "aiyo aiyo aiyo"

That really hurts me, I start to cry.

What can we do now? haishhhh

She's starting not to recognize people, and she'll simply touch here and there.

I think cuz she see "THOSE" things.

It gives me the creeps!

Nvm bout that, she kept on vomiting nonstop now! Urgggh :/

Gosh, I just want her to go home and rest in peace, PEACEFULLY. NOT DIE WITH PAIN! :(

Haish, I cant say anything, I'm only her grand child...

It was 12+, walked over to DP slowly :)

Was in Hatten Square and saw things :D

Bought stuff :)

Then I saw you and your sis :D

The first word came out of my mouth was WOAH!

HAHA

You're sister is quite pretty n really friendly ya know? :P

All about J.B.
HAHAHA :P

Well we walked up to GSC n bought tickets for Super 8.

Chuak sial the movie at some parts.

Sorry I screamed and made you chuak :P
hehe

SOWWWIEEE♥

But I enjoyed watching it with you, no matter what. As long as I'm with you its nice :D

After the movie, we decided to watch Green Lantern.

We watched it in 3D. :)

I preferred Green Lantern compared to Super 8 :)

Nvm lahhh :D

As long as there is you, I am okay with anything :) ♥

But today, the worst part was that I was SUPER DUPER COLD today. :/

My hands were freezing, but holding your hands made them warmer and made me felt that I won't ever let go of you♥

I mished those hugs the past few weeks, now I got it :D
♥

After so long, I finally got to spend some time with you♥

Even though it was with your sister and my brother, I still had a great time♥

Being with you today was just awesome :)

Even though the time went REALLY fast, it was nice♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

SOMEONE JUST CAN'T GET ENOUGH :D

I just love saying that :P

Anddddddd, tickling you makes me laugh and smile ALOT. ♥

I just love seeing you smile, I'll just smile back :D

Kacau-ing you is funny, the way you geram. ♥
hehe

Sowie if I made you angry or too geram today :P

Just,I didn't see you for so LONG so I did it :P
SSSOOOWWWIIEEEE

You're just too cute♥

awwwwh♥

Saw quite a number of people today, was kinda moody at one time but I was okay after awhile :D

Thanks for making my day hon ♥

All I wanna say is 我爱你♥Forever n Always♥

Hoping you'll come to my concert, my last year performing you know! :P

♥I love you♥I miss you♥


1906'11♥ A day I'll never forget♥

It's not the same anymore

Gosh, its not the right feeling now and then.

We used to be SO CLOSE and now we're not.

Sigh, it hurts.

The pain.

Guess there are more people more important I guess.

When I try to cheer you up, I feel you don't bother about me.

When you're down I was the one who teman-ed you.

We used to talk on the phone for hours, now not even a week I would get a phone call.

When I wanna text you, I feel that you don't wanna talk to me.

You know the pain, it hurts inside out.

During those 2 weeks, I wished to see you. But you didn't wanna go out.

You were sick, I told you to take good rest n eat your medicine.

You replied in a cold way.

Haish, I don't know what to say.

Jealousy is a problem. :(

I just miss the old us, the us that ALWAYS go out.

The us that ALWAYS laugh for no reason.

The us that ALWAYS will have each other's backs.

Now, there's a wall between us.

Haisssshhh

I just miss the OLD you.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

School was normal, morning heard there were auditions.

DIDN't know most of the dance, thought it was hard.

But it isn't so hard lah :D

But no auditions though :P

Changed to Friday :D

Thank GOD! :D

During practice I got your message♥

Wheee, HAPPY MODE ON! :P

Chatted with you for awhile, then you went XXX :)

Gosh, the time felt so fast.

Went home did my things, then your message came. ♥

Wheeee, happy :D

Chat chat chat :D

Then talked on the phone :)

♥♥♥

I missed those giggles, laughs, smiles, just mished EVERYTHING! :(

Urggghh, 10 days seems like years :(

♥

But glad I got to talk to you.♥

You always make my day :D

And you will forever will. ♥

♥I love you♥I miss you♥

Another day, with a normal life. :D

Morning woke up at 7+ :)

Well, I woke up at 6.30 cuz of the alarm.. -.-

Then I texted you, usually you would text me first.

Then I realized you didn't text me last night as well.

Got worried :/

Then texted you again, then nothing.

AGAIN I texted you, then only you replied somehow, I know can dy :D

Then you went to school. :)

So I got ready n all, then left the house.

Went to the dentist around 8+, was there for like 3 hours + =.=

Took forever =.=

By the time we finished, it was noon. After that went to eat my breakfast/lunch :D

After eating brought my bro to school and I went to the hospital to see my grandma.

Gosssh, seeing my grandma day by day, she gets worse n worse. I can't stand the pain.

She's in pain and when I see her, I just break down into tears.

These few days I really can't bare seeing her like this. I just cry and cry.

I won't stop after a LONG time. :(

All she wants is to go home, but some don't let her to go home.

She wants to REST IN PEACE at home and yet they don't wanna let her go home.

I think its really unfair for her not to go home, she justs WANTS to go home. :(

Urgh, I can't say much cuz I'm one of the YOUNGEST grandchildren. :/

Ohh well....

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

You been working out like ALOT, :)

Gooddd lah, get to be fit :)

I wanna go gym also can't =.=

Less talking for a few hours, but it justs makes me miss you even more. ♥

Less chatting for hours, makes me miss you even more. ♥

A day without you, really does seem like a year without rain. ♥

It shows the bond between us gets stronger n stronger. :D

bleeehhh :P

Wanted to see you today X)

But had no time :(

Oh well, hoping to see you soon though :) ♥

I know I will :) ♥

When I see you, the first thing I wanna do is hug you and say XXX :)
♥

Every night before going to bed, I'll look at my hp and XXX :)

Every morning I'll do the same thing :)

I'm not with you, but you'll always be in my heart. :)
♥

No matter what, near or far. You'll always remain in my heart. ♥

Today talked to you for quite some time :D

I enjoyed it :D
♥

Talked n smiled alot. ♥

I ♥ it :D

But seriously, it seems forever that I haven't seen you! D:
♥

Glad you're in my life cuz it has changed me, I get to smile more. I get to be myself, and you are just the way you are.♥

♥I love you♥I miss you♥

Moody :/

Today, school was normal.

Was bored. =.=

hmmm, thought of you. ♥

Gotten moody after some time, only I know it.

Whatever, forget that crap and just move on :)

Hmmm, things went out the same :)

Last 2 periods in class was freaking boringggg =.=

Didn't do anything, just played some cards n all. :/

3+ u texted me :D ♥

Had a smile on my face :D

After school went for some yam cha with my uncles n grandma :D

After that went grandma house and bathed n fell asleep then around 5+ went to the hospital to jaga my grandma :/

Gosh, she's getting weaker by the day. Don't know how long she'd last... D:

Well, we cant do anything :(

After hospital went back home..

I don't know why, but my feelings today is soooo DIFFERENT. :(

Felt abit of pain, felt like crying at the same time.

I just wish to go somewhere all to myself and scream my heart out.

Urggghh, that feeling just won't go out :(

After bathing n all, texted you. You didn't reply, I knew what you were doing.

But at the same time got worried :/

I'm just not used to people when they DON'T reply my texts after awhile. :/

Sorrrryyy :(

Gossshhh, I feel so urgh today :(

Wishing your beside me so I can lean on your shoulders, it'll solve everything.

Being with you, you make me smile. You make me feel a WHOLE lot better. ♥

It's just that, being with you EVERYTHING changes. I can be ME. ♥

Gosh, so much drama -.-

But, x biasa today in school :(

Didn't sms you, feels soooo URGGGGH. :/

Hoping to see you soon! :(

♥I love you♥I miss you♥

Bored :/

Morning woke up and got ready to go out.

Went to have breakfast. :)

Was late going to the hospital..

Reached hospital then jaga grandma.

Whole weekend stay in the hospital to jaga grandma.

Saturday went to Daorae to have lunch :)

Sunday dnt knw yet what to do.

Gonna meet up a friend later :)

I miss her so much! I haven't seen her for such a long time! :)

But.....

I noticed something. I haven't seen you for a WHOLE week :(

And it seems like ages! :(

Seriously, I have no clue when's the next time I can see you :(

Missing you like loads. :(

Missing you till tears dropped. :(

I wish I could aee you today :(

♥

♥

♥

Well, school starts for you tomorrow. Be rajin ah :P

Guai guai :P hehe

Btw, I want you to come for my concert! Aite? :)

Next year's Prom you gotta come too! :P ♥

I've never missed someone this much. :(

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Hoped you enjoyed your 2 weeks holiday n your weekend without me :P

♥I love you♥I miss you♥

Friday Night Fever :D

Friday night was awesome.

Except the part you weren't there.

Kinda bored n sad at the same time :/

But bottom line is that, I looked nice that night :)

I was the only one wearing long dress.

Freaking hard to dance in it man! D:

Nvm bout that.

Funny parts were when the guys went up on the table n shouted "MIS put your fucking hands up!!"

That made alot of us laugh.

Some drank to get the mood of dancing.

Lots of people went gila dao

Hated some people there, the way they dress and all.

No offence, but it's the truth :)

Had a great time with my friends :)

But..YOU WEREN'T THERE!!! D:

Gosssh, teman-ed you most of the time during that night. I couldn't leave you alone so I just texted you and called you for awhile :)

When I got home I wanted to talk to you so badly, but in the end I couldn't

Was really upset, had no clue why.

Then went to bed crying. =.=

Gosh that night lots of happenings happened.

My Prom's next year, hoping it'll be good though.

I don't want it to be like theirs.

Some people actually like left half way and walked out.

The music wasn't nice and the DJ kinda sucked =.=

Kinda glad you didn't come cuz it aint worth the RM60 to come. =.=

Anyway, I really missed you that night :/

Gosh, won't be able to see you this weekend :(

Urrrgghh :((((

Wondering when am I going to see you :(


♥I love you ♥I miss you ♥

I write what I want, when I want.

Woke up n got ready for school and all. :)

Texted you.♥

Today went to school and was really tiring.

My voice hurt at the same time. :(

Then school made an announcement saying that those going for Prom get to leave school early on Friday. wheeee :)
But sadly, going alone for Prom. X)
But, its okay :)
I'll go for your Prom♥ :)

Then another announcement said that there are visitors who are coming.

So we had to go down n did the shyttt n all. :/

After that went to canteen n was REALLY tired, fell asleep for awhile.

Sorry friend for making your hand feel suan. X)

hehe :P

After that, went upstairs and called mum to pick me up :)

So my cousin came n picked me up :)

Went back my grandma's house and my relatives from KL came :)

Went to eat Bak Ku Teh with them and got a freaking call.

Got really pissed off and cried.

What I can say is WTF!

What goes on my life, others don't control me.

I'm who I am. Not anyone else. So if you don't like me, just f**k off please.

I really had no mood at all and was really pissed off.

Forget that crap lah, move on with life. :)

I'm happy now :)

I always knew your really caring :)

When I was sad you made me feel better when ever I needed to be cheered up. ♥

I'm thankful to have you and I'm lucky to have you.

If it weren't for you, I would be sad. :/

Gosh, I really missed you today. Wondering when I can see you again, just only a few days ny and I'm missing you like CRAZZZZYYYY. ♥

Nvm, after eating lunch went to the hospital to visit my grandma. She looks worse day by day. :(

After the hospital, we went back to my grandma house.

Gossssshhh, today's the day that I really got pissed off and I won't forgive.

Not this one. Ohhhh no!

As long as there is you, there is me♥

Gossssssh, I misssssssssshhh you LOADS. Wondering when's the next time I can see you.♥

Prom's this Friday and wondering if I can see you or not this weekend. X)

Gosssssshhhhh, missing your voice and you. ♥

Cant wait to see you soon though!

♥I love you♥I miss you♥

Tuesday♥

Yeah^^ today on MC :)

Woke up around 9? Got ready and bathed n all. Went out to pasar in the morning, then went to have breakfast with mum. :)

Stayed at grandma house till afternoon, went to hospital to visit grandma.

For some reason why, out of all the days I've seen my grandma laying down...

I cried so much today.

I had no clue why. :/

I felt strange inside me, wondering why I would cry so much today.

Maybe cuz I felt so much pity and she is going away soon.

When it comes to think of it, I can't bare it within me.

It's just painful inside.

After visiting grandma, went to Mahkota to Maxis centre to fix my mum's phone n all.

After that, went to top up my uncle's hp. :)

Otw to DP, saw my GBS friends :)

Then went to DP, thats when things went CRAZZZYYY :D

Was in Nadeje and choosing cake, then a friend called. :)

Thought what lahh, in the end they were there too! HAHA

LMAO!

Then kena suan siao n all, nvm lah :D

Biasa dy :P

Then went outside and called my mum for some stuff, after that called you. ♥

It's great hearing your voice.

You would ask me if I ate my medicine dy not, you would ask me if I drank water or not.

I ♥ it when you care for me ALOT. :)

hehe

I know you do care ALOT. ♥ thats what I ♥ about you! :D

After calling you for some time went back into Nadeje and saw my other 2 friends came.

After Nadeje went walking around DP, went Starbucks :)

My cousin got a FREE drink. He was a lucky customer. SO GOOOOOD man! :)

After Starbucks, went back to the hospital. It was already 6+ dy. Waited for uncle to come, SIEN DAOOO.

Called you♥

Talked to you and you cared for me ♥ HEHE

I love talking to you, you always give me a smile whenever I need one.♥

Waited for uncle till about 8+ then went back grandma house to have dinner then went back to the hospital to fetch my auntie then after that went back to my grandma house. Then went back home.

It was an exhausting day.

Nvm bout that, after bathing. Talked to you on the phone.♥

Talked for A LONG time :)

Then my hp died :(

Charged it. :/

Me talking to you, it makes me feel better by the moment.

Knowing that you care and love me a lot brings me happiness. ♥

I'm getting better by the second :)

Yesterday I did not have a voice at all, today my voice is slowly developing :)

Thanks to you. ♥

Thanks for reminding me to eat my medicine. ♥
Thanks for caring for me. ♥
Thanks for everything. ♥

No one has cared as this much as you. ♥

I'm drinking A LOT of water too :)

I enjoyed talking to you today.♥

And I miss webcammmyyy. :((((
♥

Wondering when's the next time we can webcammmmyy again? :/

I MISH YOU! :(

♥I love you♥I miss you♥

Monday ♥

Woke up late, woke up at 7.15am. Felt like shit in the morning.

Had no voice man! D:

Gossshhh, felt so crappy! :(

Told my mum, then she told me go to school for the first 3 periods. So just go lurh.

Wrote letter in the morning :D

Then went to school.

Assembly, got a crappy present for the Rounders game. SWT daooo, nvm lahhh :D

Then had Bio class, got ur message during Math class.

Replied you, then you didn't reply. Got worried, tried calling but x answer :/

Mum fetched me at 10.30 :)

Then went to clinic, tried calling you. But you never answered :(

Was about to go in soon into the consultant room, then you called. :D
YEAH^^ ♥

Texted you :)

My voice was really teruk right? :/

Gosh, felt paiseh talking to you on the phone when my voice was really crappy.

As long as I ♥ you and you ♥ me thats what counts :)

You really cared for me ALOT♥ which I ♥ :D

You told me to drink lots of water and to get lots of rest. :)

And I did, ♥.

You're caring for me ALOT. ♥

You're unlike any other. ♥

Gosh, I kena suan siao by my class mates today. But it was really funny.

But when I laugh or anything, my throat hurts. :/

Nvm, I have MC tomorrow :)

Won't be going to school tomorrow :)

That's a good thing! :D

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

When I say I felt so bad and felt like wanna die like that, you told me not to say that. ♥

I love it when you say that♥ It shows you care for me ALOT.♥

Was in grandma's house and I felt sleepy after eating the ubat and all. Fell asleep for like 2 hourS! Quickly messaged you and you said you slept too. ♥
Awwwhh, pigggy :P

Got home, bathed. Online. Then webcammmyy♥

Gosh, today's webcammyyy is awesome! ♥

Kept smiling kept laughing.♥

Thats all I need, is laughter and smiling♥

Gosh, you made me feel ALOT better. ♥

Thank you so much. ♥

You really do care and love me.♥

I enjoyed today even though I sound crappy and all.

Yet, you ALWAYS make my day :)

If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be smiling today.♥

Happy XX Anniversary too :D

♥I love you♥I miss you♥

0405'11~0505'11♥

Early morning went grandma house, I think :/

Sleep sleep sleep till 12+ :)

Then stayed at grandma house n waiittttt till my friend came. :)

Went to the stadium, walked the first round.HAHA

Then it started to rain :(

Luckly I had an umbrella and a jacket :)

Covered you with the umbrella :)

I was freaking cold after the rain came down, but nvm lahh. As long there is you, I am always warmed :)

Talked ALOT man.

Saw other people which I disliked, was pissed off for awhile. Then nvm lah, suan liao lah. Forget about it lahh.

Gosh, the whole night with you. ♥

The funny part was that my friends and teachers ditched me and they pergi watch movie. SWT man

Nvm lahhh, got the whole time with you. ♥

We walked around the track, we talked and everything :)

The stupidest part was the Rela. Stupid sial~

Lying beside you and doing NOTHING at all. Just held you hand, Rela come and say what bullshit man. -.-

FFFFF em lahh. =.=


Suan liao lah, forget that.

Gosh during the night I was really sleepy man. Really tired. Asked you to teman me and sleep. You kinda slept for awhile. I ♥ leaning against you and you hugging me.♥ Makes me feel secured when I'm around you. Held your hand when I fell asleep. I never wanna let go♥

When I'm cold,you'd hug me. ♥
When I need you, you will be there. ♥
When my bag was heavy you helped me carry it. ♥

I remembered the time I fed you nasi goreng :P
hehe

Gosh, this weekend is a weekend I wont ever forget. ♥

After the Relay and all, went to DP makan McD. Well, no other choice to eat mahhh. :/

Eating while onlining FB :P
It's a habit. hehe

Then went to GSC bought tickets for Kung Fu Panda. HAH :)
So cute the PANDA! ♥

Cutelikeyou♥
hehe

Gosh, I really enjoyed my weekend with you.♥

Plus with friends and all. Lots of laughter. :D

♥I will always love you, Forever and Always.♥

Gooossshh, not even 12 hours I miss you ALREADY. ♥

♥I love you♥I miss you♥

Heart you. ♥

Last night, webcammmyyyy till 3am. HAHA ♥

Woke up at 7.30 n went to grandma house. Slept in the car.

Got into my grandma house, then sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppp till noon. :)

AWESOME man! :D


Yet I'm feeling sleepy still :/

Nvm lahhh, just can't wait till tonight! :)

Gonna be with friends and gonna be with you tonight. ♥

This is going to be a great weekend. :)

Well, going to the Stadium for the walk thingy. Well, my group is basically walking for my best friend who has bone cancer. I really pity her, her hair falls and her father past away not too long ago. I would go for this walk for my friend. I really pity her. She is the same age as me and she has cancer and she can't go to school and when I go visit her, we have to keep a distance away from her. Its really painful to see her in this condition. I wouldn't want to see a friend in this condition. :(

Ouh well, All I can say is GOOOOO MIS Rideeta! :)

Friend's picking me up and another friend to the stadium.
Thanks alot pal, you're a great friend. :)

Nvm bout that, but I'm gonna be with you the whole weekend. Well almost 24 hours :P
Maybe it'll be 24 hours X)

♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥ :)

Waiting to see you soon. :)

Gonne take lots of pictures! :)

HEHE


♥I love you♥I miss you♥

Webcammmyyyy.♥

Gossshhh, webcammmyyy is fun! ♥

HEHE

Got to talk to you ♥

Loving your smile ♥

Cant wait to see you tomorrow! :)



Kinda felt weird just now, but now I'm okaaayy :)


I'm gonna love this weekend!!! ♥

See you tomorrow! ♥

♥I love you♥I miss you♥

You're the reason why I smile. ♥

School was as usual.

Singaporeans came, they were FREAKINg LANCI! No offence man, but come on lah. People talk to you, show some respect lah wei. Plus, WE are OLDER than you yet you wanna act your so ALL that.

1 word, BULLSHIT! :)

Forget about them, they're gone. Good riddance. :)

Whheeeee :D

Then went back to class, the stupidest thing happened today -.-

I put my hp on my table and I covered it halfway with my school bag. Then I accidently spilt my friend's water and it was all over her chair. I was like *shhhhitttttt*

I quickly took tissues and like wiped it all. Then my friend was like "eh,teacher teacher teacher!" So I just covered my hp with the bag. I flipped the bag cover. Then continued wiping the chair cuz I thought the teacher was like outside the class so I can buat bodoh lah, rite? Mana tau, he was like in front of me and I DIDN'T NOTICE! He was like "Joyyceeee...what do you have?" and he took my bag up and had saw my hp. SERIOUSLY, I was like WTFFFF!!! If my friend didn't tell me, I wouldn't of touched my bag n covered my hp. Swt lahhh, he took my hp n put it on the table n like said things which I didn't expect. HAHAH!!!
Then he gave me back my hp, thank you! ♥ HEHE

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Cut the craps. :D

♥

♥

♥

♥

♥

I enjoyed today when I was free :D

I got to talk to you, quite long too :D
HEHE ♥

I mish the sound of your voice. ♥

Nvm lahh, gonna see you this weekend, so it's gonna be AWESOME! :D

Then while I was onlining, you tagged me in videos. GOSH! I saw em n I had like tears in my eyes.

What I ♥ most was the lyrics in the song. Gossshhhh.




♥With Me♥

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go




♥

♥

♥

♥

I don't want this moment to ever end. ♥
I want it to be Forever and Always. ♥
Life's nothing without YOU.♥
These words are my heart and soul. ♥
You are just like heaven to me. ♥

♥

♥

♥

♥

♥





♥Smile♥

You know that I'm a crazy bitch,
I do what I want when I feel like it,
All I wanna do is loose control,
But you don't really give a shit,
You go with go with go with it,
Cause you're fucking crazy rock-n-roll

You said hey,
What's your name,
It took one look,
And now I'm not the same,
Yeah you said hey,
And since that day,
You stole my heart and you're the one to blame,
Yeah.

And that's why... I smile,
It's been a while,
Since everyday and everything has felt this right...
And now,
You turn it all around,
And suddenly you're all I need,
The reason why-I-I-I,
I smi-I-ile.

Last night I blacked out I think,
What did you what did you put in my drink?
I remember making out and then,
I woke up with a new tattoo,
Your name was on me and my name was on you,
I would do it all over again.

You said hey,
What's your name,
It took one look,
And now i'm not the same,
You said hey,

And since that day,
You stole my heart and you're the one to blame,
Yeah.

And that's why... I smile,
It's been a while,
Since everyday and everything has felt this right...
And now,
You turn it all around,
And suddenly you're all I need,
The reason why-I-I-I,
I smi-I-ile.

You know that I'm a crazy bitch,
I do what I want , when I feel like it
All I wanna do is loose control,
You know that I'm a crazy bitch,
I do what I want , when I feel like it
All I wanna do is loose control-o-ol.

And that's why... I smile,
It's been a while,
Since everyday and everything has felt this right...
And now,
You turn it all around,
And suddenly you're all I need,
The reason why-I-I-I,
I smi-I-ile,
The reason,
The reason why-I-I-I,
I smi-I-ile,
The reason why-I-I-I,
I smi-I-ile.

♥

♥

♥

♥

♥

Like I always said, you're the reason why I smile cuz you're unlike any other. ♥

"You stole my heart and your the one to blame, yeah. And thats why....I smile.♥"






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Kinda bored today, but talking to you and texting you will always make my day. ♥

And its just 3 simple words that I want to tell you.

♥
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♥Forever and Always♥ :D




♥I love you♥I miss you♥

Gosssshhh, I'm bored without you. :/

Gosssh, it seems like I haven't wrote on my blog like FOREVER. -.-

Woke up late today and got to school on time. :)

Was in school talking with friends about the Relay.

Last night a friend told me she could go, so ok lahh :)

Then I tried asking you again if you could go not. Then you said you can, I had like a FREAKING HUGE smile. ♥

Thank you so much. ♥

Before recess, you didn't reply for some time. :/

Thought what happened, got worried.

Then you're hp sot dy. SWT DAO..

Tried calling you then couldn't get through -.-

SWT...

Then you messaged me, finally! ♥

The day went on, did my NIE video. :)
FINALLY

I ♥ the songs in the video :)
Jet Lag, Automatic and Like We Used To. ♥

Gossshhh, had to edit the WHOLE myself with a friend's help. If it weren't for her, I would be DOOMED!

Thanks friend. :)

The day went on and we practiced for concert n auditions are like on Friday! SWT DAOOOO...

Hope we're all ready! :D

Kinda cant wait for concert man! :D
It's our last concert too! D:

Nvm bout concert, Prom's next Friday man!

I don't have a dress yet!!! :(

Gossshhh, its so frustrating! :(

This weekend I'm going for the Relay for Life and the only time I would have is Sunday! :(

I wanna go out man! :(

Gosh, I just can't wait for the weekend!

I'm gonna be with friends for the weekend and I'm gonna be with you. ♥

With lots of fun and laughter. ♥

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You know what, these few days I feel that we kinda talk less on the phone. I mish your voice. When I'm in my room, alone. I'll think about you as MUCH as I can. I just care for you alot. ♥ I think about you alot. ♥

It's a whole different feeling compared to before. Unlike an ass. :)

YOU'RE DIFFERENT compared to others.♥


You're special.♥
You're nice.♥
You're friendly.♥
You're GREAT.♥
You're caring.♥
You're FUNNY.♥
You're SWEET.♥
You're CUTE.♥
You're awesome.♥


You're just good to be true. ♥

I have finally found my paradise. ♥

Being with you brings me closer to you.♥
Every time I see you, my feelings get deeper and deeper.♥
Every time saying 'I love you' gives me the eager to saying it more and more.♥

I get to tell you everything,
I get to smile when I'm with you,
I get to be myself,
I get to laugh,
I get to have tears of joy,

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I get you.♥

Seriously, these few days I've been missing you like crazy. I would be home alone and I would think of you and have a tear drop onto my notebook with your name written all over it.♥

Gossshhhh, I mish you. ALOT. ♥


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At least we're getting better now. Well you're not sick anymore :P
I'm still sick, ABIT. :)

I'll be better, don't worry :)

I'll remember to makan ubat kay? ♥

Make sure drink lots of water aite ♥? :)

Goooossshhhh :D

HEHE


♥I love you♥I miss you♥