Mistakes make who you are today

Mistakes make who you are today

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Lips of an Angel ♥

Morning I woke up cuz you woke me up♥

Xiao zhu♥

ILY♥

Morning laid in bed for quite a long time, texted you and all.♥

Then woke up, washed my face n brushed my teeth.

Went downstairs, it was already 11+

Had my breakfast/lunch. :)

Had bruschetta. I love it :D

Italian dish. :)

Got ready, showered n all.

Went out to places and went to Tong Hup and Tesco today.

I could of seen you, it was just a minute walk away.

So close :/

But :(

I hope I can see you tomorrow. :/

Today, I missed you alot.♥

You gotta study kay? Tests are in a few days.

Make sure you do well :)

I know you will :)

When the days come nearer, I keep on thinking that I'm gonna be gone. :(

GOSH! :(

You do not know how I feel.

I'd get up 3am and be thinking how am I gonna survive just a few days?

My heart keeps beating.

You know that I'll miss you a WHOLE lot.♥

I need you♥

"And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now"

I miss you already♥

It's not even a week, its only 2 days. :(

GOSH! :(

Every day I'd go through our pictures and be like "when will I ever see you?"

Today, I've listened to Smile a lot of times.

It makes me think of you a lot.

Cuz YOU are the reason why I smile. :)

Without you, there would be no me.♥

I may not be sweet in person, but I can be sweet in words.♥

Words express how I feel♥

Today, kinda told you quite alot of things.♥

I miss you♥ ALOT ♥

And I never wanna say goodbye♥

"It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak"

Lips of an Angel♥

So many things go around my head, but its just so confusing.

Doing the right things and making the right choices.

Sometimes, its hard.

People gotta face it, that's life.

People may bull shit, bitch slap, lie, or anything.

But it does not make you stop from confidence.

Confidence is the key to happiness.

Gotta believe in yourself.♥

That's the only way.♥

Well, I'm going to Singapore soon.

Gonna miss you like crazy.♥

Remember what I have told you.♥

:)

GAWWWD, gonna miss you :((((

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

Friday, July 29, 2011

2907'11♥

Morning woke up went to school to take report card.

Was happy about my results! :D

5 As :D

AWESOME!

Then went to grandma's house.

Went to Klebang, and picked up cousins that came back from HK yesterday.

Went to dp, bought tickets. Then went to arcade for awhile with the brats.

Almost 12, went down with my one cousin to one shop. ;)

She bought stuff, I looked around.

12 went to McD, saw you♥

WHEEE♥

Then met you at GSC, watched Captain America with you.♥

AWESOME♥

After like so LONG of watching movies, finally got to see you and watch movie with you.♥

I'm so glad I got to see and spend time with you♥

I ♥ today a WHOLE lot.

Lots of happy moments. ♥

Even though it was just for awhile, I enjoyed that moment.♥

But once you left, my heart feels the pain.

I mish you♥

And thinking of going to Singapore, a DIFFERENT country.

AND I CAN'T contact you :(

Tears came flowing down :(

URGH :(

I'm like gonna MISS you so badly :(

Even if its a day or 2? :(

*GAHHHHH!* :(












Gosh, its like been a day and I miss my school friends already.

Hoping to see them during the holidays though.

Gotta see em. :/

My class is gonna miss one special person who we all call China Man :P

Glad a few of us got to go out with him yesterday and we got to dump him into the pool. :D

So yeah! :D

AWESOME! :D

We're gonna miss him, 2 years of being class mates with him.

Gonna miss you.♥

Well, holidays are here.

1 month and 3 weeks (approximately) :D

Wondering what to do during this holiday :D

Gotta work soon though, gonna work some place with AIRCON :P

Well, I hope everyone has a great holiday and see ya'll in Senior Year.♥


Hon, see you soon aite? REAALLL soon.

I'm gonna miss you when I'm in SG. :(

♥Iluphyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

S2 ♥

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

A day of not going school :D

Morning DID not go school

So friggin happy :D

Morning woke up, cuz you woke me up. :P

haha

Teman you awhile, then you went school

Slept until 10 I think?

Then went downstairs and ate eggs.

Mum was painting her nails, so I went to paint my nails too :D

All different colours :P

Then, my mum was like she'll do my nails. So she did it :D

Thanks mummy

Then got ready n bathed n all.

Went for breakfast/lunch at 12.30pm.

Went to grandma's house for awhile it was already 2+

Went to dp, saw a few friends :D

Then went walking around, looking for jobs.

Went to almost every shop that had "vacancy" HAHA!

Then went to friend's shop.

Bought a dress and shorts, looks so nice! :D

But the shorts, urgh.

So friggin weird, my legs are different tones =.=

SOOO CACAT! :/

Never mind bout that.

While in dp, I was like how come you haven't text me or what?

I got worried n tried texting you

But no reply, then I kept looking at my hp like every 5 minutes.

I'm like please reply please reply.

Then you called somehow lah :P

I was relieved then :D

Then I waited for your message until 8+, I kept waiting n kept looking at my phone

I just missed you alot

GOSH, it's so hard not texting you for like half a day :/

I can't imagine me being somewhere else :(

These few days been sad, you should know lah.

I just can't be apart from you

It's painful. :(

I'm gonna go Singapore one of these days for a couple of days. :(

I can't text you or anything :(

I'll contact you somehow :(

URRGHHH :(

*cries*

I miss you LIKE ALOT

WISHING THIS WEEKEND I CAN SEE YOU BEFORE I GO SINGAPORE
PLEASE oh PLEASE

ImishyouIloveyouForeverandAlways

Monday, July 25, 2011

My weekend with the Thein's♥

Well, basically my whole entire weekend from morning till evening I was with the Thein family. :)

July 23-24, 2011

I will never forget this weekend with them.

I've known most of them since I was just 11, and now here I am with them on the boat spending my enjoyable time with them.

Now, we're all big and grown up.

I'm already like 16, turning 17 soon.

God, we're getting old aren't we? :P

Nway, spending the weekend with them is just awesome.

Reminds me of back in the States being on a boat for long hours and just diving into the wide open sea.

I miss those times :/

The boat race was a great experience for me.

Watching the boats race pass by us, the roaring of their engines.

There were accidents and other stuff that happened as well.

Kay Marshall, world's Powerboat champion. 1st female to race Powerboat too. :D

F3000 series, Kay Marshall won and Brandon got 2nd. Congrats to both of you guys ;)

Uncle Song gotten 6th. It was not so bad, at least you did good uncle :D

Friends came, sorry couldn't teman ya'll much. Stuck on the boat ><

One of my best friends, Kelvin. We've been best friends since I ever came to Malaysia. He's a really good friend. We have many loads of history man. ROFL.

Florence, you're the one that we would be laughing as always. :D
I love ya girl :) Your like a lil sis to me

Radiance, you've been one of my best fencing friends yet. You're an awesome friend. Glad to spend the weekend with you.

Peter, you are a great person. I'd always laugh when your around, ROFL.

Daryl, you, mmg kacau me. So yeah :D

Wendy, you're a great person to hang out and chill with. You're like an older sis

Hmm, my past. ROFL, loads of stuff with these people.

Shereena, seeing you ride the jet ski is like so awesome. Too bad not much 360 :P

Brandon, you've done good. Congrats to your winning of second place. You're a great racer, I know that. No matter what happens, you're still one of the Thein's I'll love like my family. Keep racing and don't get hurt. ;)

The Thein's are part of my life. Their like family, I grew up with em. LOLOL


Forget that dy :D

That weekend, I thought I got to see you.

But I couldn't :(

I mished you alot♥.

Wondering if I can see you this weekend or not. :/

This whole weekend, some people were like where are you n all. I'm like, urggggh :(

I miss you

Honeeeyyhhh

wo xiang ni :(

Gosh, its only like been a few days and I miss you like crazzzyy

This holidays, I don't even know if I'll get to see you much :/

I'm gonna be with family and I'm going to places and all :(

I won't be able to teman you much :(

Imma mish you

Well, this week is my last week of school. AND I'm gonna be in Form5 dy! ARRGH!

SCARED dao :/

Nway, these few days I really miss you

"Seeing you day by day makes me miss you even more and more, most of all it makes me fall deeper for you and wanting you more.♥"

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways


Sunday, July 24, 2011

Powerboat Race 22-2407'11♥

Radiance and Me
F3000 series
Kelvin and Me
I heart her
On the boat, this time I brought a hat! :D

Thursday, July 21, 2011

After so long not see you. ♥

Since 0907'11

Today is the day I finally got to see you

I was sooo HAPPY :D

Went to watch Monte Carlo with cousin :D

Thought could have watched it with you as well, but ouh well. :)

Best thing was that I got to see you.

After watching the movie, I had to call you

So I did, then the next thing I saw was you.

wheeee

I wanted to hug you so badly, but cousin there. LOLOL

But in the end, she knew anyway. Don't care ny cuz we're about the same age. So yeah~

We're matured dy :D

Went walking around, cousin bought a bag. :)

But even though it was just for awhile, it was worth seeing you.

You do NOT know how much I've MISSED you

But I'm happy

Now, exam free, school free

2 days of not going school. It's so nice :D

Been spending time with my cousin these few days.

I miss those times back then when we used to sleep over at each other's houses and all.

After like 2 weeks not using blog and FB much.

Feels so empty :/

I've watched movies, I've watched Harry Potter, Monte Carlo, Mr Popper's Penguins and above all I did NOT get to watch Transformers! :(

Soooo! :(((((((

UNFAIR! :(

Holidays are soon, gonna go SG most probably next week :D

Gonna partaaayyy :D

But, problem is that I hope my mum doesn't go bizarre when she see's my report card. :(

Hate that when she sees my report card. o0o

Anyways, boat race starts tomorrow till Sunday.

Wondering when shall I go~ :)

Next week is my last week of school~

Wednesday going Wonderland, but you wont be there, and it wouldn't be the same

Some of my close friends are not going, lagi sien :(

Sigh~

Ouh well :/

Another week of school left and this is the last week I'll be with this Form 4 class until 1 month +. May see some of em, but will not see one. Gosh, we are all gonna miss him. Even though we call him China man or what, we still love his as much :)
He's a good friend and a good class mate. We'll miss you and forever you'll be in our hearts :)
Do remember to keep contact with us aite? :)
It's been a good 2 years with you. :)

Tomorrow's the boat race until Sunday.

Wondering if my friends would come or not :)

And I hope I'll see you there.

whee

*fingers crossed* that I'll pass my exams. X)

Next week, may be going to Singapore with all my cousins. :D
WHEEE

Relatives from US as well, my childhood friends too.

Everyone

I hope this does happen.

It's one in a million to happen.

Above all, you were sick these few days. Honestly, I couldn't sleep well these few days.

Worrying about you.

Missing you.

Wondered you drank enough water.

You suffered these past few days, and I felt shyty. I couldn't do anything. :(

In the end, I started coughing and having the flu which REALLY stinks. :(

Glad that your getting better though.

Drink alot of water and have plenty of rest.

You'll recover faster. ♥ :)

Hoping to see you this weekend.

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways

Monday, July 11, 2011

It's Monday Monday Monday~♥

Woke up late this morning ><
But I woke up earlier than my xiao zhu

Texted you, then went to bathe.
Got your text after that.
Baru wake up ah? :P
PIGGGGGYYY ah

Nways, I took my own sweet time getting ready for school.
It was 7.20am and I was still in my room getting ready. X)

But I really had a bad flu early in the morning. :(
It was 7.30am, I was ready to go to school.
Got in the car, I knew I would be late.
So don't care ny :D
I waited for my mum for like 10 minutes, I was like "walaoweeeiiii so late dy!"

Then my mum came out and we went off to school.

By the time I reached school it was 8+.

Reached school, mum drove us to the back then the friiggggiin teacher was like "why did you come through there?"

I soooo wanted to say "WHAT ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE, for instance, behind me!"

But don't want lah, don't wanna cause trouble.
GERAM DAO!
Swt =.="

Frigggin racist, URGH =.="

Nowadays, I see teachers more of an ass than a teacher. =.="
They bullshit.
They talk craps about us.
They are even LAZY to write on the board, some of them that is.
But most of all, they are REALLY stuck up!
WTH man. =.="

I just really can't wait to graduate man!
URGH.
Just less than a year and I'm away from this school! :D


2 days without you
Feeel sooo :(
I miss you, ALOT
Wondering when I'll see you again. :(
Soon that is, but when? :/
Today...felt sad, down. Not down, just...sighh....
Not emo-ing, but just missing you A LOT.

Classes today were boring, as usual.
Gosh, Bulldog's class.
Talking about Hotels and all.
Swt dao, soooo awkkkwarrrdddd.

I always wonder, during those 2 periods she don't sit down and she don't keep her mouth shut, can tahan arh?

Gosh, had a really bad head ache today :(

Ohhhh yeaaahh, boat race soon~
Hoping to see you
I hope you can go :D



hmmmm,
Expressing feelings through words is kinda easier at times than saying in person or otp.
I may not be as sweet in person,
But I can express my feelings in words in texts, SMS-es, MSN, Skype, etc. You name it :)
What I write comes from the ♥.
What I write is what I feel.

I may not speak what I feel,
But I express em in words.

I've noticed in my life that lots of changes happened.
Friends, family, etc~

Honestly, after meeting you,
I've broken out of my shell.
I'm not so afraid of life anymore.
I'm more independent.
I've learnt new things.
I can be MYSELF.

Compared to before, I can honestly say I didn't like my life back then.
I'd always cry and I'd ALWAYS be hurt somehow.
I didn't know why I had a life back like that back then.
Seriously,
Honestly,
That life SUCKED a WHOLE lot.
Now I, myself know that an ass will forever be an ass. :)
Ignorance is the best solution. :)

But, seriously. You♥ made me FEEL a WHOLE lot better.
I can be happy.
I can be myself.
I can just feel LOVE.
Cuz, I really do love you
Until the very end.

I hope you do to. X)
*winks*

♥You're the one I can trust.
♥You're the one I adore.
♥You're the one that makes me feel better when I need it.
♥You're the one who worries.
♥You're the one who cares.
♥You're the one I won't let go.
♥You're the one I love most.
♥You're the one who loves me most.
♥You're just the one that I LOVE.
♥You're the one I hold a special place in my heart.


♥You are the one and ONLY one.





♥Forever and Always




Gosh, thinking just these 2 weeks. :/
*cries*

Later on, I have tuition :(
URGGH, sien le :/

Today the last 2 periods in school was kinda boring. :/
Really didn't feel well.
Kept on sneezing ever since lunch time. :(
Din have the appetite to eat nway.
My head really felt bad. :(

Sat near the window for some time, looked outside.
Makes me think of you, ALOT

But, ahhhh. The wind in my hair. FEEEEELS so good! :D

It was close to 3.30pm.

YAY, got your message dy :D

WHEEE

HAPPPYYY

Texted you for awhile then I called you like at the WRONG moment.
URGH, felt so paiseh! :(

You went to do your stuff and after school.
Went to buy durians, siao one!
1 week of eating durians.

CAN DIE WEI!

Nvm lah, then went grandma house awhile.

Then went home. :)

Overall, thats my day :)

♥2 weeeeeekkssss :(

♥IMISSyou♥Iloveyou♥ForeverandAlways

ps:See you SOOOOONNN :D