Mistakes make who you are today

Mistakes make who you are today

Friday, January 28, 2011

Another day,another week, another month,another year.

Well,it has almost been 4 months.

Guess what?

I'm getting stronger n stronger! =)

Forgetting you bit by bit! =)

But there are times where I will think of you and miss you.

Normal la...

Anyways, life is going good though.

Loving school life and loving life now I guess.

Many things changed through these few months.

Ya la..you have gf, at first I said to myself "You're such a bitch n all"

Now I think of it,ITS PATHETIC.

What hating a person when they did not do anything to you.

Is there to be jealous?Yes.

But I myself know me better than that.

I should be STRONG.

NOT TO THINK OF YOU.

These days,you're so out of my mind.

I guess there are MUCH more other people out there to make me happy and smile.

You should know who ;)

I've gone through many ups and downs.

But you know what?

It just makes me a better person than who I was months ago.










Sometimes I don't know my feelings.

Sometimes I don't know if I am doing the right thing or not.

But its normal for every teenage girl right?







Well,the weekend is here.

Cant wait for tomorrow.

Gonna go out with friends! =)


Chinese New Year is just right around the CORNER!

I cant wait!

Sweet 16 too =)


Hoping that this year I will have great prosperity! =)


Happy Chinese New Year to all of my ♥ ones -FAMILY & FRIENDS-






SPECIALLY TO :

Evelyn

Li Pin

Elsa

Kazu

Vivian

Sobri

Jin Young

Annie

Jian Loong

♥Isaac

♥Dennis

♥Aaron(SFI)

♥Kelvin

♥Florence

♥Peter

♥Evon

♥Daryl

♥Shereena

♥Sharon

♥AJ

♥Bryan

♥Auntie

♥Uncle

Brandon

♥Wendy

& the rest




I ♥ YOU ALL!


Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!!!






Saturday, January 22, 2011

I like to call this "A Year Without Rain"

Oooooh
Can you feel me when I think about you?
With every breath I take
Every minute, no matter what I do
My world is an empty place

Like I've been wonderin the desert
For a thousand days
Don't know if it's a mirage
But I always see your face, baby

I'm missing you so much
Can't help it, I'm in love
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side
Don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain
Ohhohoh, Woooaaahh woaahh

The stars are burning
I hear your voice in my mind
Can't you hear me calling
My heart is yearning
Like the ocean that's running dry
Catch me I'm falling

It's like the ground is crumbling underneath my feet
(Won't you save me)
There's gonna be a monsoon
When you get back to me

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/a-year-without-rain-lyrics-selena-gomez.html ]

Ohhhh baby

I'm missing you so much
Can't help it, I'm in love
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side
Don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain
Ohhohoh, Woooaaahh woaahh

So let this drought come to an end
And may this desert flower again
And I need you here
I can't explain
But a day without you
Is like a year without rain
Ohhohoh

I'm missing you so much
Can't help it, I'm in love
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side
Don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain
Ohhohoh, Woooaaahh woaahh
Ooohh, Ooooooooouuhh






Its been months...

Ive missed u...

But Im getting stronger n stronger...

Maybe life is better without u?

Going out with friends just makes my day

Having fun times with classmates,friends and family.

It's time to start a freaking NEW YEAR!

Chinese New Year is just around the corner!

My birthday too! =)

But all I want for my birthday is just to have fun with friends and family! =)

But what I really wish is to see you or just a text or call from u.

If u did,you would really make my day.

If not,I'll just carry on with my life how I've been through all this while! =)

I now know how to be independent.

To carry out things alone.

To be alone.

To cry alone.

To smile alone.

To do everything alone.

I have people who care me as much as you even cared for me.

And its ok =)

Because your slowly n slowly coming out of my mind.

This CNY I want to have fun and be happy.

Have a great CNY guys! ;)

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Just Me,Myself n I =)

Its just me,myself n i today...


Early morning get up n got ready for tuition.


Ate breakfast with grandma.


While eating breakfast saw Mr Kelvin Thein passing by..xD


For that moment I thought of you...


Wondering where you were...


Wondering how have you been...


Just thought of you..


These few weeks recently I've had dreams about you...


Did you know?


I dont know why though....


Apart from that, went for tuition..


After tuition went back to grandma's house...


Then went to Jasin..


Er yee's birthday...


Sien....


Bored....


Then went back home...


I was home alone...


Just wondering and staring..


Being blur for quite some time...


Again you pop into my mind...


Why is that so?


Its about 4 months already...


Time seriously flies....


Just still wondering...


Why her? Or is it her?


I guess life is better without me since you telling my friends saying its better without me


But its ok


Ill just take it....


Ill take it as a "compliment"


Its boring without you...


You know?


Now gotta find people to ajak to go out with...


Trying to find things to do so that I can forget you...


But today no =(


Plus Ive been sick for the past week...


N Ive been resting at home....


So I really thought of you major...


After breaking up with you...


I get all those un-handsome guys after me..


But maybe there a 1 or 2 quite ok...


But what I look into a person is personality than only handsome...


Just like you...


You were

~smart

~funny

~cute

~adorable

~strong

~protective

~handsome

~friendly

~EVERYTHING I COULD ASK FOR~



But its all gone...


My one n only guy that I really loved is gone....


But I gotta go on with life...


But just thinking about that very part of us...


That just brings me tears...


Wondering if you ever thought of it...


But its ok...


People told me I mus be strong, n I will be strong!


Im healing slowly by slowly...


I will recover n show you that Im much better without you!


But now...I just need someone to accompany me...


To share my sorrows...


To make me laugh...


To teman me...


Not to love me...


Just to teman me n go through all my bad n happy times...


My good and bad times...



Just wanna say thanks to those who teman me for this while...


I really appreciate it...


And I got to know you more...







What I wanna say to these people:



090393


Thanks for being there for me when Im sad n all.

Even though I may kacau you alot,dont take any hard feelings cuz Im just playing with ya. ;)

You're fun to talk to. And I love disturbing you.xD

But I got to know you more.

You may of "hurt" me a few times,but I take it.

It just makes me to become stronger and not weaker.

You may insult me,but Ill insult you back =P

But seriously...you're a really great friend and a great person to talk to!

I dont think I can find a friend like you!

*huggs*


100795


Thanks for everything babe. I love you forever.

You're just the right person to talk to whenever Im sad.

You always supported me in everything.

We may not hang often,but we share loads in common. And Im seriously damn thankful to have such a friend like you. You are just like my sister. A person who knows me best.

A person who knows how to advise me. A person who is easy to tell anything.

I say crap,you will know. I talk seriously,you will listen.

I swear,I scold,I do everything yet you need to listen and Im sorry. But I hope you're not angry at me or anything. I'm sorry if I may scare you sometimes. But I know you can tahan me.

What I can say only is just thank you! Seriously THANK YOU!

I really do love you! You're my everything!

My BAO BEI,SISTER,FRIEND,BEST FRIEND,everything!!!

I LOVE YOU!


120295


I also love you babe! We may not talk often,but I love every moment with you!

You're the person who makes me laugh whenever,wherever!

You're just the bubbly person that I just adore most!

But I miss talking to you nowadays.

I miss you loads!

You're just like my sister too!

You can understand me!

I just love the way you are!

Wanna hang out more often with you!

I LOVE YOU!


280291


Such a long time I did not see you....

But we're chatting now =)

Its funny talking to you sometimes,your English freaking funny sometimes.

But its great to have a friend like you.

You know how to say the right things at the right time.

But you're blur at times,thats funny! =)

See you soon ya! =)




All I can say now is loving your friends and family is just as important as loving yourself =)




Friday, January 14, 2011

A day of NO CLASSES! =))


Today was full of craziness =)


Whole day no classes. =))


As usual,being goofy in class n all.


As usual,my class mates


~~>VIVAN

~~>LI PIN

~~>SOBRI

~~>KAZU


Today was just nice =)


Taking picz around the school....





In the library


SILENCE PLEASE...xD





Lets play UNO in the library =)


Sobri trying to peek into my cards...xD






In the canteen






Anyone up for hide n seek? =)




The crazy ones!xD




Monday, January 10, 2011

A day with friends n loved ones

1st went to dp,
met li pin at big apple =)
then go cue club...
play pool awhile,then adik say wan go jln jln..
then go lepak awhile...
saw James...
cht awhile...
then go back up to cue club...
i hungry...
then my bro,adik n me go mcd..
buy food then mkn,wait for sunny n jin young to come...



jin young,me,bro,adik,sunny




me n evelyn mei




love her with all my heart!
my sista!




sista's forever




after watching the movie...
we all watched paranormal activity 2...
after watching the movie,went cue club again to play pool
i had to buy some things...
went jln jln around...
then mei call me ask where was i...
then go find her awhile...
spending time with my friends n my loved ones are just splendid
i get to forget u slowly by slowly...
but yet ur still in my mind 24/7
eventhough ur gone n far away frm me...
i still love u...
dont know why...
haiz....
but spending those few moments with my mei is just the best...
i wont ever forget em...
they make me smile no matter wht...
i love u all till the bottom of my heart!!
~~`>EVELYN
~~>ANNIE
my classmates...
~~>VIVIAN
~~>LI PIN
~~>ELSA
~~>KAZU
~~>SOBRI
~~>JIN YOUNG
i wont ever forget em...they are just the best classmates ive ever had!
we are closer to form 5...
days going by...
time ticks...
soon we will be graduating...
woah....gonna miss ya'll so freaking badly!



Wednesday, January 5, 2011

hmm...few days of starting sch

these few days just bored n all...
owh wells...
dunno y suddenly these few days u keep popping into my mind
strange....
but its ok~
yesterday went to watch the tourist with my cousins
the movie quite nice though^^
today...hmmm
was quite bored~
but my cousin's cousin added me on fb...
din know who the hell it was
then cht awhile usin fb on my hp n it was tat fella!
my gosh...
so paiseh sial...
lolz
rmbring bk d past n all
makes me laugh like mad!
well,there's not much to say la these days...
just hoping time to pass fast...
2rw's thurs~

Sunday, January 2, 2011

New Year's Eve

New Year's Eve was a blast!
Early in the morning got up n went to Seafarer
Many things happened during the day time.
CM came
Watersports
Friends
Theins
Everyone!
Whole day being busy n all~
But it was worth having fun! =)
In the late evening there were performances,dancing n all.
I had fun.
Me
Wendy
Florence
Evon
Radiance
Jade
Peter
Kelvin
n the rest of the guys had fun too!
Been practicing for a week and the performance was quite good.
But I did do some mistakes n forgotten abit,but its ok!=)
As long as everyone had fun! =))
We performed around 11 I guess.
Then the other dancers~
I liked ours,theirs was quite ok but kinda boring at the end.
In the end,we all were dancing like crazy n having fun! =))
Minutes before midnite..making a bet not to drink or smoke this year! =)
HAHA!I can do that, =)
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!=))
Hugging everyone!
Shaking everyone's hands!
N seeing you...
That really gave me a smile.
Shook your hand then walked away...
Didnt felt right,wanted to say it properly.
Went over to you and asked you to stand up.
Yet you did =)
Hugged you,n shook your hand.
Letting go of your hand made me felt love again.
Looking into your eyes meant love to me.
I was happy to see you.
That night gave me a smile I will never forget.
Yet you may have continued your life, I will continue mines.
Hoping that we could be more then friends again.
Maybe...one day?
=))
Just wanting to wish everyone a very HAPPY NEW YEAR!! =)))
It's one heck of a 2010!=)
Now lets welcome 2011!!!=))))
HAPPY NEW YEAR YA'LL!!!! =))))
I LOVE YOU!!!