Whats the 411? :)

It's been awhile since I've last blogged. :/

Well, there's nothing much to say.

Sports Day 0912'11 ♥

5 medals :D

4 gold and 1 silver.

Proud to be Sports Girl 2011 :)

But, heck it's a great sports day.

Sapphire House won. LOL

Friday was awesome :)

New Year's Eve with you :)

Lepaking around :)

Lunch :)

Ice cream :)

Happy moments shared together :)

Apart that, my weekend.

Nothing much happened, bought my dress :)

Can't wait to wear it♥

Worked the whole weekend.

It was a draggy weekend :(

Monday, sucked like hellll!

Barely any class except for Bulldog's

URGH, sometimes I just feeling like telling her 'Can't you just STFU for once?'

She won't keep her friggin' mouth up.

Never mind, that ended my Monday.

Tuesday, 1312'11

That's TODAY :)

SERIOUSLY IT SUCKED LIKE HELL.

None of the people who I usually hang out with came. :(

Was like alone with my classmates, one who's really pain in the friggin ass and the smartest girl in class. LOL

Recess seemed forever.

Such an awkward moment when I wanna talk to my friend and the other one comes.

She's so friggin KEPOH and she keeps talking about her SC stuff, c'mon! Who gives a damn?!

After recess, freeeee. GAHH

Watched Step Up with my friend :)

Went class to class to hide. HAHA

After that, we watched Tron for awhile then we had Math.

We didn't even study, URGH. Went over the TT1 paper.

GOSH, a lot of people did bad. :(

Oh wells, better luck next time. :/

I went back early today, woohooo :D

Thats the good part :)

Went to have lunch with grandparents, but din eat. LOL

Afterwards, went to Tong Hup to buy some stuff :)

Went back to grandma's place, relaxed then went to pick up my brother.

Went to pasar malam awhile, went home.

Then relaxed and did stuff at home, then went to Tesco then went to JJ :)

Woohooooo :D

I can't wait to see youuuu♥

OMG! Just a few more days away from seeing youuu♥

These few weeks, I don't see you much :/

We don't talk much :/

I miss you a whole lot♥

Seeing you that day really gave me a smile♥

Those hugs♥

Those smurfs♥

Those smooches♥

That smile♥

Everything♥

It made me feel so happy♥

You do not know how much I've missed you♥

And these few days, I miss you like crazzzzyyy♥

Even though we have our ups and downs, we share our tears and laughter together. We'll go through every obstacle together, that's why I love you♥

Just a few more days and I'll be in your arms♥

Tomorrow, BOWLING timeeee. It's been awhile since I've last bowled.

Inter-house bowling. We'll have fun tomorrow :)

Wheee :)

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

THIS IS REALLY LONG. Didn't post this. SORRRRY.

Feeling bad.

Sometimes, there are ups and downs.

Each person would always have their ups and downs.

They would PMS or just go bizarre after sometime.

Urgh, it's hard making decisions at times. :(

In school, the day was partially all okay.

After school, mood started to sway here and there.

I felt really bad cuz of something, and I'm sorry :(

Tears fell down and I had to bare it.

Sometimes feeling bad and keeping it in you changes everything.

The way of typing/texting/talking.

After some time, I felt better.

It's always, after talking to you I felt better.♥

The ones you love will make you happy even when they are not doing anything, that's YOU♥

Sometimes, I may be emo or I'd be sad or something.

It just comes and goes, I know. PMS. LOL.

But, I'm sorry for the things I've done and all.

It's not on purpose or I didn't mean it in a mean way.

All I want is forgiveness♥

All I want is you to be happy. :)

Sometimes I do feel things do change, but I keep telling myself to be positive. :)

So yeah, think positive. :)

Sometimes, I miss the old way. But you gotta get used to it. :)

But what I miss most is me being by your side and my head leaning on your shoulder knowing that I'll always have you on my side no matter what will happen.♥

Sometimes, I do feel bad.

Thinking too much at times.

Sometimes, I may be mean and may be stuck up.

It's not the way I want it to be, and I don't mean it.

I hate hurting someone and making them upset and ending up with tears.

I feel bad :(

All I wanna say now is I'm sorry♥

I'm always better when I talk to you♥

Even if we have ups and downs, there will always be a spark when we're alright♥

As you argue/fight/get upset/cry over time, you learn things and you get over these obstacles and think of a better tomorrow. :)

You mean the WORLD to me♥

There's no one like you that would let you out of my arms♥

I want you to hold me in your arms and never let go♥

If I had 3 last words to tell you, I'd tell you "I love you" ♥

I wanna love you ForeverandAlways♥

Over the times, I may of had ups and downs.

Now, I'm even happier than before.

Your the most precious thing to me♥

I wouldn't lose you for anything♥

Sometimes its hard telling you, but I'd like to tell you here♥

You are one of a million.♥

You are one of a kind.♥

You are someone REALLY special to me.♥

You are the key to my heart.♥

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

'Cause you're my, you're my, my
My true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away

It's only been a few days and I miss you like crazyyyy♥

I wanna see you REAL soon♥

Imissyou♥Iloveyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

PS: I know I did not say much, but I miss you a whole lot and I wanna say a whole lot more. :D

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A day to remember 0611'11♥

In the morning, went to Gym.

Worked out n all.

It was a great work out. :D

It's gonna be a great day :D

After working out, went to DP.

Walked around Jonker then to DP. :)

Had lunch and went to buy movie tickets, Tower Heist. :)

Then we went to Hatten, the view from Hatten. :)

After Hatten, walked back to DP.

Watched the movie, it was quite okay.

But not 100% nice. :)

The power of ♥

Went to Hatten -> MP -> Jetty :)

The so-called innocent faces >.<

At Jetty :)

Pedestrian bridge :)

Overall, I loved today a lot. ♥

I liked today a WHOLE lot. ♥

Being with you is just awesome. ♥

I enjoyed today alot. :)

I love you ♥

ForeverandAlways♥

2510'11♥

Morning woke up as normal :D

Got ready before 9 this morning.

Waited for Michelle to come, took them forever to come but its okay :D

She picked me up then we went to PIC.

Went to the girls dorm and guys dorm.

I SERIOUSLY CAN'T believe that GUYS dorm is SO much CLEANER than GIRLS dorm.

FML rite?

LOL DAO!

Then waited n waited.

Then PIC Idol started, funniest part is that there were only like 8 people. HAHA

Nevermind lah, but the winner could of been one of Michelle's friend but ended up a CHINA fella. AND he couldn't sing well.

Votes by the audience were counted to vote for the singers. MOST of the people in PIC is CHINA people. I can't stand it. URGH.

Forget all that. :)

After the PIC Idol, was REALLY hungry. Since morning neva eat, so yeah.

Went to McD AND waited for LIKE half an hour or something?! WTHHHH man.

SO many people buying McD and all. Nah, its okay.

After McD went back to PIC.

Went on paddle boat, thanks Kiky for the belanja. :D

Went on the paddle boat with you♥

Feels so good being with you♥

An hour of paddling in the tasik can mean A LOT of things. :)

When we came up, it suddenly started to drizzle and I was like thank god for us getting out in time.

Then it started to get heavier and eventually it poured like CRAZY.

We had to RUN all the way back to PIC and into the girls dorm, lol dao.

But it was fun♥

"Kiss the Rain" :D

Then, they all planned to go swimming. Luckily I brought extra baju. :)

BUT then, embarrassing moment. HAHA

But its okay. :)

Went to change and all. Then went swimming. :)

It was so funny teaching Michelle how to swim and all.

DAMN funny sial. :P

Keep on epic fail :P

But, it was really nice when it was with you♥

I enjoyed my entire day with you♥

Thank your sis a lot for bringing me home and all. :)

See you guys REAL SOON :P
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Paddle Boat time. ♥

:D

I smurf him ♥

In the paddle boat, SS awhile. :)

Had a great day♥

♥Imissyou♥Iloveyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

A busy weekend♥

At work, 1610'11

Yumii and I ♥

Paintball 1510'11 ♥

1510'11♥

I heart you ♥

Watched What's Your Number? :D

The guys that we usually hang with. Paintball was fun.

The zha po :D

This would of been an awesome picture, but Adrian and his finger. URGH :(

But, I still ♥ her. :D

OMG, the friend I've known since Primary 6 has cancer and is going back to US tomorrow. :(

Have a safe trip back home and take care of yourself.♥

I ♥ you. :D

Study Date ♥ 0910'11

I ♥ her. :D

Some random design I saw in Jusco. :)

At home getting ready. :)

In Jusco :)

Had an awesome day today. :)

Study date ♥

Went to Jusco, waited for Heng Yee. ♥

Went to Popular, then bought a book, went to find Bryan then Heng Yee came. :)

Then went to Coffee Bean, then waited for Hon to come♥ then Bryan. :)

Well, everyone studied and did their own stuff.

Well, I enjoyed it. :)

Even though we didn't talk much cuz of the studying part. x)

Afterwards, decided to watch The Three Musketeers.

So we went to buy tickets. :)

The movie part was so funny >.<

Cavyn, Heng Yee, Bryan, Aaron and I went to watch. :)

It was quite good, but kinda fake at the same time the movie.

After the movie I had to leave, urgh.

I felt so crappy at that time. :(

Seeing you having tears in your eyes gives me the pain.

I felt so bad. :(

It's like when will I see you? :/

Your exams are like in a few days.

Gotta study hard kay ♥

I'm gonna miss you, a WHOLE lot. :(

URGH :(

Once I left, my heart feels like it shattered.

It shows how much I miss you.♥

I know you'll do good for exams. :D

GAMBATEH :D

jia yu! :D

Iloveyou♥

But overall, I enjoyed today.

A WHOLE lot. ♥

The movie was quite nice. :)

I enjoyed this day. :)

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

To be Loved♥

After I got dumped with whipped cream and buckets of water.

What's it like to be loved. :)

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0110'11 ♥

A day I would never forget.

The day was just pefect :)


Just like after weeks of not seeing you, there was a spark in your eyes that gave me what's it like to be loved.

You are truly the best. :)


I'm not going for another one.


No more Round 3.

I know whats it like to be loved. :)


You are the reason why I got to be loved again.

Your just someone special to me.


Really special. :)

Old Town ♥

Abduction ♥


DP ♥


Beach ♥


Night ♥


A fire in front of us. :)

Sitting in front of the fire and being beside you.


It gave me a spark.


I know I'm protected by you. ♥

When you hug me, it feels that I'm protected and the love is there. ♥

There are no words to describe the feeling. It's just awwwh ♥

The light shone in your eyes, it just made me melt like there's no tomorrow. ♥

Afternoon ♥

Watching Abduction, it's a really good movie. And being with the one you love, its extraordinary.

It was a really meaninful movie, I liked it. :)

The beach, the evening, the night.

Even though I got there slightly earlier than you, its okay ;)

I really loved the entire day. ♥

One of my best friend's birthday.

A person who would always cheer me up when ever I need it. :)

It's great having a friend like you. :)

It meant the WORLD to me to have a friend like you. :)

You're also someone special to me. :)

Over than 5 years of friendship, and nothing will break that. :)

Anyways, great party :)

Even though I kena so much from you.

Whipped cream in my hair, and etc. :)

This happens like once a year I perhaps?

You gotta have fun and enjoy it. :)

Another thing, someone once was very close to me and ended up coming too.

When I saw you, my heart sometimes just feels that, when will things be alright and sometimes it would be you've changed SO much.

I was sitting alone on the bench and looking at the guys have fun and its funny seeing people getting thrown into the water and some being 'raped' in the water. :P

HAHA!

I got poured with buckets of water so many times and its freezing cold the water.

Got whipped cream in my hair and shirt and all.

Got pushed into the sea.

Lots of funny stuff happened.

Many epic moments. :)

Then you came over. You started to talk to me.

Blah3~

It's been exactly a year since a good conversation. ♥

I miss it ♥

But I have the feeling of like should things be back like how it used to or should it just let it be and continue how its like. Or just be nice. But what I don't want is, to end this whole thing and leave and there's like nothing between me and you. It's been a whole year, things have changed. You've changed, I've changed. There were ups and downs. But, there should be a time to forgive and forget. The day will come.

But, it was a good conversation after so long, even though I didn't talk much cuz of the sadness and all, I kinda felt urgh at the time for awhile. It's like, I've been hurt from you and I've hurt you at the same time. So yeahhh. :)

Things will be better later on I guess.

Guess what, sports day is coming. It'll be our last sports day together. It has to be a moment that will never be forgotten. ♥

And, the hug. It's been so long since I gotten it. I don't wanna sound eeik, but you should get it. C'mon, its been a year.

I can honestly say, things changed. Good and bad ones. :)

But after that, everyone gathered around and listened to the birthday guy and play his guitar and everyone started singing and all. It's been so long since I've been in a group like this.

Than, well. I decided to ask people for help and carry someone and push throw em into the water. It was really funny. :P

Ever since a year ago, many things has happened.

I have moved on, I have changed into a better person.

I've learnt new things.

Met new people.

And found someone special, and means a WHOLE LOT to me. I don't wanna let this go ever. ♥

The past was the past.

Now is now.

What ever has happened in the past, just let it go and continue on life. ;)

I've learnt so much and I'm thankful to be in this position now. :)

There are so much more people that are so nice and all. :)

Specially youuu ♥

I can say that you are definitely a one in a million. ♥

A person that I won't ever let go. ♥

That's a promise. :)

I won't ever forget this. ♥

0110'11 ♥

A day I won't ever forget. ♥

Conclusion: A day with friends and to be with someone special till the end of the day, is a great day. ♥

A day which is very epic. :)

Iloveyou ♥

♥Imissyou♥Iloveyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

*huggies*

:-*

The day is tomorrow :) ♥

Finally tomorrow's here :)

Cant wait till tomorrow though :)

Tomorrow's gonna be fun :)

Well, anyway. Form 5 life is like urgh nowadays :/

Stressed like shyt man. :O

Well, best part is I just can't wait for tomorrow :)

Gonna go for a party :)

Gonna go out for a movie perhaps so :)

And best part, you'll be there ♥

It's been so long since I've seen you ♥

I miss you a whole lot ♥

You do not know how the past weeks were :(

Had a rough week, ups and downs :(

And being sick and all, it feels like shyt :(

You do not wanna be in my position, its like all in one :(

Been sick like for more than a week and the flu won't go :(

Grandma says its heaty :/

I don't know :(

I know your worried and all, I'm sorry for making you worry :( ♥

But, I do drink a lot of water :)

I rest as well :)

But thank euuu for caring hunny bun♥ :)

I think tomorrow, I'll be better :)

I'll bring my medicine as well, so yeahhh :)

Afternoon a day with you :)

Night, BBQ with ya too ♥

It's really been a long time since I've been in your arms, and it feels so empty.

But I always have something beside me that always reminds me of you♥

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Today, was like the worst day ever.

My head hurt, my flu really killed me alot :(

I really had a bad day :(

It ended up terribly, but I ended up with a smile♥

Thanks to euuu♥

Thank euu for making my day as always♥

And thank euu for making me feel better whenever I need it♥

You are truly the best♥

Whee♥

See you REAL soon :)

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I miss you♥

It's been so long since I've blogged.

Well, there's alot of things to say.

But I don't wanna write all it in here. :)

Well, let me tell whats the 411.

School is like total shyt, we're becoming more like government schools which is a total shyt hole.

Loads of rules and what not.

Yesterday we had a spot check, we were all panicing and all.

Thank God none of us got caught. :)

But some people got caught, and majority were i-phones, ROFL.

Headphones, chargers, i-pods, mp3 players, you name it they got it.

Kesian the ones who kena.

But thank God it's our last year and we only needa suffer a few more months. :)

But, seriously.

I can't believe we're in our last year, SENIOR YEAR BABEYHH :D

But I don't feel that we're in Senior Year, haha. Feels like Junior Year still. :)

Nways, enough about school.

Gotta work today, went to work after school yesterday and the first thing they told me that I'll be working alone tomorrow, which sucks like friggin hell. :(

Had planned to go out today, cuz it meant everything to me. :(

But things ended up differently :(

Gotta work :(

ALONE :(

Another thing is that, my mum went back to US.

Urgh, feels like shyt :/

Had a shytty week as well :/

Everything went chaos. :(

It didn't end up how I wanted :(

Gosh :(

Feels soooo crappy :(

Plus, I feel sick the whole week. :/

Have the flu :(

Nways, over a 100 days :)

Nearly to 4 months :)

Imissyouuuuuuuuuuu so much. <3

I don't have much to say, but as long as you and I know can dy. :)

WANBBLG :)

<3

But, IWYWHWM :(

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<3 I love you <3 I miss you <3 Forever and Always <3

So outdated♥

It's been so long since I've updated my blog.

OMGEEEEE♥

One thing's for sure, school starts next week.

Exactly a week time. :O

Honey moon year is over. :(

It's back to reality. :O

Not much of having fun, but more of STUDYING. :O

I can't believe I'm in Senior Year.♥

SENIOR YEAR BABEEEHHH♥

High School life is over, childhood life over, fun and games are over.

Adult world, here I come. :)

Universities calling out for me. :)

Which to choose? GAAAHHH :(

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Raya week was awesome :)

I got to see you quite alot.♥

I spent quite alot of time with you♥

I really enjoy being with you♥

The more I spend time with you, the more I wanna see you, the more I wanna be with you, the more I want you, the more I miss you, most importantly, the love is even deeper.♥

Every night I'd look at the puppy and I'd be like "awwwhhh I miss my hon"♥

And I do miss you, a WHOLE lot♥

Today, you really gave me a smile. :)

Remember the first time we met. HEHE :D

Brings back all the memories with youu♥

Well, I don't wanna say much here. :3

Nyehhh :P

Wait till the next update :)

Anddddd,

I smurfin' love you♥

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

Hurricane Irene

It's been rainy and lots of stuff been happening :/

Hurriance Irene is in NY/NJ :(

People had to evacuate and all :(

Trees coming down, power lines broken, everything goes BROKEN :/

Power's cut and everything :(

Floods coming in :/

No one in the area, every one evacuating.

Luckily my aunt left to up state.

Well, praying that everyone is gonna be alright and my home!

MY HOME!

It better be in one piece man!

UGHHH, scarreeeddd :(

2708'11♥

Morning woke up with like 8 messages!

But mostly from you lahhh♥

HEHE!♥

Woke up, then got ready and went for breakfast.

Then went to shop. :)

Worked for awhile.

Then went to DP and wheee, I saw youu♥

Cousin came along though :)

Went to watch Conan the Barbarian :D

Uhhh, kinda okay lah the movie, overall. :)

After that, went to jalan jalan, then you lost your stuff :(

Gosssh, I felt soo :(

Then went to makan :)

After that went to Brands Outlet. :D

Wheee♥

I enjoyed shopping around Brands. :)

uh huhhhh, HM :P

nyek nyek♥

Overall, I REALLY enjoyed today♥

Iluphyouhoney♥

2508'11♥

Morning texted you♥

Normal morning, went to Honda, mum may wanna buy new car :D

Then went to do my hair :)

Rebond, again. LOL

Wanna get a new hair style, but feels like shyt.

Balik2 same hair style, sien dy wei =.=

Went to Yeast Bakery, bought creme brulee, it tasted AWESOME! :D

Small thing for RM5 ringget though :/

Watched Final Destination 5 with cousin.

GOSH!

Soooooo GELI.

I wanted you beside me soo frigggin badly! :(

You do not know how lonely I felt :(

Even though it was with my cousin, it wasn't the feeling that I wanted. :/

Like no one to hug or anything :(

Best part was that my tummy hurted ALOT and I was COLD :(

Nevermind about that, butttt :(

I MISS YOU!♥

GAHHH GAHHH GAHHH :(

BOO WHOO :(

LGWXN:(

LGIWYWHWM :(

GAAAHHH :(

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Well, hoping to see you tomorrow :D

♥I love you♥ I miss you ♥ ForeverandAlways♥

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This is how you remind me♥

2108'11♥

Hangover II

Day was as usual.

Went to DP♥

Felt that it wasn't enough time. :(

Jalan awhile.

Then watched movie♥

Best thing that it was with euuu♥

Cousin came alone too. x)

Well, even though it was awhile.

I enjoyed it ALOT. :)

But its like only been a day, and I miss you like crazyyy :(

Well, Raya is next week.

Maybe we can go out? :)

Well, this weekend gonna work with friends. Whee♥

Sometimes, I may not be sweet. But when I write it out I can.♥

That's just the way I am.

It's been a day :(

I MISS YOU :(

GOSH! :(

My heart is my worst enemy. Why? Because it belongs to me, but it seriously beats for 'YOU' ♥

True love is not seen with the eyes, but felt through the heart. ♥ :)

The spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit PERFECTLY. ♥ :)

ANDDDD....

There is only one key to my heart. Just one that can't be duplicated. Carry it with 'YOU', never give it away and from 'YOU' I will never stray.♥ :)

This shows, how much I

Think about you♥

Miss you♥

Adore you♥

Care about you♥

Love about you♥

All this, is written from the bottom of my very ♥. :)

Every time I see you, it makes me fall more into you.♥

The love is deeper♥

The quality times spent together is falling deeper♥

All I wanna say now is that I'll love you and never stop loving you.♥

♥Pinky Promise♥

♥ForeverandAlways♥

♥I miss you♥I love you♥

"Love may be the sweetest thing here on earth but friendship is the spice that makes life more wonderful."

You + Me = ♥

A + J = ♥

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♥ A + J ♥

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There's a reason for everything.♥

In the morning it was normal.

Went to Explorer and collected stuff.

People were saying I hilang and all..

LOLOL!

It's funny.

But it's good to see them around and being happy :)

I tend to smile whenever I'm with em. :D

During the day, it was normal. Boring. As always.

Afternoon went to Jasin to visit relatives and all.

Then came to work.

Gosh, got upset and all. :/

I'm sorrrry :(

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I may be stubborn at times, but there's a reason for it and I'm sorry. But in fact, I gotta accept the fact that it has to happen. And I do trust you and there's a reason for me trusting you. And I will, forever and always.

You know I will.

♥

Even though I can't express my feelings to you sometimes face to face, but I can express em in words. And I do mean it in every way.

I may be sad for awhile, but I gotta let things that you wanna do. I can't be like some person spoiling your life or something, it makes me feel like shyt.

I understand that it has to happen. And I'll be okay and I'll accept it.♥

Cuz you're the one I love♥

ForeverandAlways♥

But what I wish, that nothing will happen to us.♥

PinkyPromise♥

Hoping to see you this weekend, *fingers crossed*

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

1608'11♥

Early morning got disturbed by my mum =.="

Was sleeping peacefully then BOOM she comes in doing things and turning on the light.

I hate it when people do that.

Texted you♥

Then fell asleep. x)

Then you texted me, was too tired to see the message.

Sorrrry :(

And it's okay for last night.

Don't say sorry for anything aite?

It's OKAY, no biggy de. :)

So you went to school and I finally woke up at 10 something.

Was really tired, was so blur too. x)

Went to eat breakfast with family.

Then off to work.

Workers were late =.="

Had to clean up most of yesterday's mess. =.="

Ash trays and all.

STINKY like shyt! :O

Then workers came like half an hour late, told them to do their work. -.-

Then, it was kinda busy.

Had to make drinks and all.

Then loads of other things.

Was tiring. :(

Then you texted me, wheee♥

Was kinda upset for awhile that time. :(

Sorrrryyy :(

Sorrrry I have mood swings sometimes :(

I'm really super duper sorrry :(

Anddd, I don't want you to do things that like I ask you not to do.

If you wanna go n do it, then go bah.

I don't wanna force you or anything kay? ;)

Cuz I don't wanna sound so crappy and shyty :(

I feel that :(((

gahhh :(

Anyways, I'm really sorry if I did anything kay? ♥

ANNNDD! I can't wait till tomorrow. ♥

Seeing you tomorrow♥

Wheeee♥

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

1508'11♥

Morning woke up at 10+

Was so friggin sleepy. :O

Not even 8 hours of sleep :(

Never mind lah, then went to have breakfast.

Family ate.

GAAHH, was soo tired :(

Went to DP :)

Walked around and all.

Then to MP.

Bought few things. :)

Then jalan awhile then saw a few friends and talked to em.

Saw my broo, Keellllvviiiin.

Kinda missed him. ROFL.

I felt that it been kinda long since I saw him. LOL

Glad I got to see you today. :)

Then met youuu♥

Wheee♥

Really happy to see you♥

Even though it was awhile, gahhh I enjoyed it♥

I miss those hugs and I got em♥

I miss those cheeky faces♥

Even though it was for a short while, you brightened up my day so much♥

When ever I'm with you, I tend to smile A WHOLE LOT♥

Cuz you're the reason why I smile.♥

I know I'm gonna see you more this week. :)

So make the best out of it :)

School starts I can't go out often :(

Gotta study :(

TT2 is just before CNY! :(
KNS! :(

Trials are in March and then IGCSE :(

GOSH! :(

I'm already stressing now :(

I'm gonna be soooo EEUUUU during Form 5 :(

Sure I'm gonna be busy with studying, so I'm gonna say this first.

Sorry if I won't be able to teman you much cuz gotta study for IGCSE.

It's REALLLY important.

I know you'll be busy as well when it comes to your turn in Form 5.

GAHHH D:

At least you finish later than me♥

But still, scared to the max now :(

GAAAH D:

See you in a few more days.♥

whheeee♥

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

100 days :(

Last night, finished work at 4 in the morning.

Was so friggin tired and it was sooo frigggin cold :(

I wanted to go out today, but ended up waking up at 1-2+ :(

GAAAH D:

*cries*

It's like urghh :(

Feels like crap and shyt :(

TOTALLLYYY SHYTTY :(

Gosh :(

Nway, I know your enjoying your day with your friends. :)

While me, at home waiting to go to work :(

Goshh, I miss you :(

I miss everything about euu :(

GEEZ! :(

Life's like shyt sometimes :(

But, we gotta face it somehow don't we? :(

It's like all messed up in one big ball :(

Nway, school's gonna start in like a month's time.

SCHOOL = Form 5 = HELL

Gosssh, I miss you so much :(

HAISSSH :(

Only next week I get to see you? :(

GOSH! :(

Anyways, should I go Genting with my friends? :(

I WANNA GO LE! :(

HAISH! :(

MOMMMMMM LET ME GOOOO! :(

GAH :(

Life sucks sometimes.

I just can't wait for 2 things.

1. LICENSE!

2. GRADUATION!

Then I'm free man.

No need people driving me around dy, I can drive where ever I wanna go.

Can't wait man :)

" It doesn't matter where you go in life what you do or how much you have. It's who you have beside you. I'm so glad I have you. " ♥

♥I love you♥I miss you♥ForeverandAlways♥

It's sad seeing the ones you adore go away :(

I tried talking to you, but it doesn't seem right.

Why?

Sometimes I feel that, you wanna avoid me?

It's like, when I wanna talk to you.

There is like a cold wall between us.

Why must this happen?

It's been so long since I've seen you :(

My mum was like "you never talk to dy meh?"

I didn't know what to say, gawwd :(

I had tears rolling down when I think of it.

Keep on saying yeah wanna go out, but yet in the end it's nothing. :(

Hoping Raya can go out.

Just once and please.

I know maybe other people are better.

But that's life, life has its goods and bads.

We can't say much.

I don't hate you nor envy you.

I just want the old you back.

I still love you like last time.

Just wishing, we could like talk again. :/

1208'11♥

That day, I went back home at 5 in the morning.

Was so frigggin sleeeepy.

And I woke up at 9+ and went back to bed till 11+.

Gosh, was late. :(

Quickly went to shower and all.

Got ready and my mum wasn't even ready =.=

Forget that, went to dp around 2+

Grandma brought me and my cousin.♥

Thanks grandma♥

Met you in MP.♥

Oh yeah, not to forget.

Happy Sweet 16th birthday XXXXX :)

Hope you enjoyed your birthday :D

Even it was for awhile, hope you enjoyed it. :)

Went to GSC.

Watched Cowboys & Aliens.

DEFINITELY a much better movie than Captain America.

I enjoyed it with euuu♥

After like how many days of not seeing you, finally got to see you♥

I missed your hugs♥

But finally got em♥

Even if it was for awhile, it was worth seeing you for the day.♥

But you had to go there :(

1 day you din go like cannot de. :(

GAHHH :(

Never mind lah, as long you happy can dy :)

Then I'll be happy :)

REALLLY wanna go out Sunday, but can't rite?

GAHHH :(

Nevermind lah :D

As long as yesterday we got to see each other, that's what counts. :)

Friends asked me to go out with em during holidays, I really wanna go with em.

But will my mum allow? :(

I wish I can go man.

Gotta ask my mum today or tomorrow.

Been so busy with work and all, no time to even talk to each other. =.=

Hon♥

Thanks for the prezzii :D

Ilurveit♥

Wheee♥

Iluphyou♥

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

LOL-ing around with cousin♥

0908'11

When she just came back from US :)

LOL to my mum's head. :D

These past few days been busy with work and all. :D

Sleeping at 3-4 am. It's kinda awesome and you wake up at 12-1pm :D

Life's good man :D

Most of all, I miss you :(

0608'11♥

whheee♥

Iluphyou♥

1408'11♥ Hoping to see you♥

0908'11 Jin Young and Hur Jin came to the shop. :)

We played pool. :)

Jin Young lost to me. xD

But I lost to Hur Jin, swt.

Nvm lah, don't care ny :)

Honneyyyhh♥

Sorry I can't teman you much these days :(

Working and all :(

Specially in the morning :(

GAHHH :(

I wake up like so late then wanna text you, but you in school. GAHHH :(

♥I miss you♥ I love you♥ Forever and Always♥

Moody day :/

You woke up late, gosh :(

I felt bad♥ :(

Cuz of last night :(

And today the same thing,

but it's better now.

Kinda was upset the whole.

Was thinking about it the whole entire day while you were in school. :/

Went to the junk yard today.

Went to lots of shops to get the car fixed.

Morning till evening didn't eat, around 7ish ate dinner. So yeah~

Night time, talked to you.♥

Was okay though by then, was quiet for awhile.

But I'm okay.♥

Reading this made me full of tears.

"Sometimes, you gotta sacrifice something for your loved ones.

So yeah, I'd do it. For you. :) I don't usually do it. But yeah. :)"

♥awwwh♥

I love you hon♥

WANLG♥

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

I'm Sorry♥

I promise.♥

Do you remember this photo? Now, it's my turn to say SORRY ...

I am sorry♥

With all my heart, I just wanna say I am sorry.♥

I really do love you♥

Hope you'll be okay after reading this.♥

I love you with all my heart and soul, I really do.♥

ILYLG♥

The ones I grew up with♥

Morning, woke up late. :/

GOSSSH, felt so bad that I replied you just before you went sch :/

Then I texted you like 1 message :(

FELLTTT soooo :(

URGGGH, nevermind lah. :/

Hoped you did good for your tests. :)

Today, went to the zoo with my cousins and my friends that I grew up with.

They are my some-how cousins :D

Enjoyed my day with them though. :)

But, I missed you ALOT♥

Wondering what you were doing n all. GOSH :/

Gosh! I kinda feel awkward nowadays :/

There's this awkward feeling but I don't know what.

Another thing is that, after I accepted a friend on FB you been inbox-ing me nonstop, its getting on my nerves.

You know your friend and I are what dy rite?

It gives me the goose bumps. :/

Haisssh, I don't like wanna avoid you, but just talk as a friend, don't flirt PLEASE. =.=

Forget that,

Hon, I miss you alot.♥

It's not even 2 days and I miss you like crazzzzyyy♥

Nowadays, we talk kinda less. :(

I wanna tell you, but I'd rather not say it :(

SORRRRY :(

But, honestly.. I miss you A LOT. ♥

We gotta go out one of these days :/

After your tests though. ;)

Plus, nowadays you don't online.

And it gets boring :/

I miss webcammy with you♥

It's been sooo LONG :(

But, every day before going to bed I would look at our picz and have a smile on my face before going to bed.♥

It reminds me so much of you.♥

When waking up I'd look at our picture so that when I get out of bed, I'll have a smile :)

If only I was able to see you, I miss your hugs♥

Your kisses♥

Your comfort♥

Most of all, I miss you♥

"Love isn't finding someone you can live with,

but it's finding someone you can't live without"

I love that quote♥

Cuz I can't live without you,

it's me without you :(

It feels that something's missing.

No matter how far apart we are, the love is still there.♥

That's true love♥

Even if we are miles and miles apart,

I'd still love you no matter what♥

Well, 2 more days till your tests finish :)

GAMBATEH ah♥

You can do it :)

I know you can :)

Nowadays, my head's been spinning.

Thinking of universities n all.

I just don't know where to go.

There, here, there, here?

WHERE?! :(

I don't wanna leave you♥

It makes me feel so HARD to make the choice :(

Aunts been telling me the goods and bad of universities.

Should I listen?

Should I do what they tell me?

What should I do? :(

Follow my heart? :(

I don't wanna leave you, really :(

Nowadays, I'd cry out of a sudden, it hurts :(

The stress, the pressure put on me :(

I'm sorrry if I'm acting different or I'm quiet. :(

It's just that, when I think of universities and tell you,

The pain in me, hurts like hell. :/

GOSH! Sometimes, I just wish time would slow down for once.

I'm gonna be in Form 5 next month!

Can you believe it?!

Less than a friggin year I'm graduating!

GOSSSH!

Never mind lah, gotta enjoy now and what ever I got.

Then it's hard core, gotta study like mad. :/

I gotta do well for my IGCSE, it's my only way.

Nways, no matter what.

Bad or good, promise me that it'll end foreverandalways♥ ?

See you soooooon hon♥

Gosh, I really super duper

♥Missyou♥Loveyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

:*

A day in Jusco♥

Today, morning woke up texted you before you went school.

Then went back to sleep for awhile, then mum woke me up. =.="

Went to grandma's house for awhile, went to tapao lunch for grandpa.

Went Jusco around 11+ and came back at 6+ ?

I think. xD

Went shopping. :)

Bought a few clothes and socks, FML.

Mum bought me a really cute pair of shoes :D

Thanks mummy♥

Hmm, it was 3 by then.

Kinda got worried, tried texting you.

Then seconds later, got a message from you.

AWESOME♥

It was like you knew I was gonna text you♥

Then you said you were gonna come JJ, I was like sooo friggin happy :D

Mum said wanna go eat Papa John's pizza and I wasn't hungry.

So I went to Burger King to find you.♥

YAY, happppyyy :D

I ♥ it when you hug me.♥

I ♥ it when you kiss me.♥

I ♥ it when you pamper me.♥

I ♥ it when you comfort me.♥

I ♥ it when you talk to me.♥

I miss you.♥

That moment, I was quiet for awhile.

Wasn't sad or anything, just really missed you A LOT and wanna stay quiet awhile >.<

SORRRRY ><

I mish you so bad♥

Was really happy I got to see you today♥

Even though it wasn't REALLY long, it was worth seeing.♥

Went shopping around and saw a really nice dress I really wanted to buy but not enough money to buy. FML!!!

When I was about to go, went to see you again.

Wanna hug you, but someone was in the way :P

JOKE!

Well, something else way better. xD

WANBB :)

Since I left, I missssss you ALOT ♥

Well, as long I got to see you.♥

Hoping to see you this weekend or Friday? ♥

See you soon.♥

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways♥

Should I call it sad?♥

Yesterday, kinda lots of things happened. :/

♥I got to talk to you♥

That's the best part.♥

It's kinda been a long time since I got talk on the phone for a really long time.

Sometimes, knowing the truth hurts.

But you have to know it somehow or later.

Right?

It may hurt, you may cry, but it's the truth.

Gotta bare it.

It might be sad to hear things at times, but it's better knowing early than later.

I prefer those who tell me the truth and not making me find out myself.

Kinda glad I know, but at the same time its like WOAH?! and like sad at the same?

ROFL

Nah, just live life now and love it while it lasts.

Today, I woke up early and I rushed =.="

SWTTTT, never mind bout that.

Went to Jonker today, DP, Red house, Clock Tower,etc

Feels like the first time I came back here and went sight seeing, FML.

It was so frigggin hot today.

URGH, the heat. :/

Really missed you alot today.♥

Could have gone to see you :(

URGHH :(

Your tests are this week, good luck! :D
♥

I know you can do it :D

My smart honeyyhh sure to be get good marks :D

GAMBATEH♥

Hoping to see you one of these days. :)

Mum said we aint going SG dy :(

SWTTTT, can't enjoy abit dy :(

Never mind though! I can teman you dy and not leave you for a few days.♥

WHEEE!♥

But, gonna start work tomorrow :/

Gonna be playing pool and snooker(maybe) ALOT this month! :D

WHEEE! :D

Anyway, I don't have much to say.

SOrrrryyyy.

♥I miss you♥ I love you♥ ForeverandAlways ♥

Lips of an Angel ♥

Morning I woke up cuz you woke me up♥

Xiao zhu♥

ILY♥

Morning laid in bed for quite a long time, texted you and all.♥

Then woke up, washed my face n brushed my teeth.

Went downstairs, it was already 11+

Had my breakfast/lunch. :)

Had bruschetta. I love it :D

Italian dish. :)

Got ready, showered n all.

Went out to places and went to Tong Hup and Tesco today.

I could of seen you, it was just a minute walk away.

So close :/

But :(

I hope I can see you tomorrow. :/

Today, I missed you alot.♥

You gotta study kay? Tests are in a few days.

Make sure you do well :)

I know you will :)

When the days come nearer, I keep on thinking that I'm gonna be gone. :(

GOSH! :(

You do not know how I feel.

I'd get up 3am and be thinking how am I gonna survive just a few days?

My heart keeps beating.

You know that I'll miss you a WHOLE lot.♥

I need you♥

"And I don't know how

I can do without
I just need you now"

I miss you already♥

It's not even a week, its only 2 days. :(

GOSH! :(

Every day I'd go through our pictures and be like "when will I ever see you?"

Today, I've listened to Smile a lot of times.

It makes me think of you a lot.

Cuz YOU are the reason why I smile. :)

Without you, there would be no me.♥

I may not be sweet in person, but I can be sweet in words.♥

Words express how I feel♥

Today, kinda told you quite alot of things.♥

I miss you♥ ALOT ♥

And I never wanna say goodbye♥

"It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak"

Lips of an Angel♥

So many things go around my head, but its just so confusing.

Doing the right things and making the right choices.

Sometimes, its hard.

People gotta face it, that's life.

People may bull shit, bitch slap, lie, or anything.

But it does not make you stop from confidence.

Confidence is the key to happiness.

Gotta believe in yourself.♥

That's the only way.♥

Well, I'm going to Singapore soon.

Gonna miss you like crazy.♥

Remember what I have told you.♥

:)

GAWWWD, gonna miss you :((((

♥Iloveyou♥Imissyou♥ForeverandAlways♥