Mistakes make who you are today

Mistakes make who you are today

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Feeling so empty..

I feel lonely more and more each day..

What has happened?

It doesn't feel right anymore..

It feels so cold inside me..

I really wish this would resolve somehow..

Where's the you that I miss?

I miss all of that..

Things have changed so quick..

I've never felt so much pain in a long long time..

Once your hit, it'll be really hard to recover..

When I hear your voice it makes me cry..

I'm so speechless now..

I really wish things could go back to normal..

Ever since, I always look at my phone waiting to see a call or text from you, but I just smile and wait..

It's so hard living like this..

I may not show that I care about this, but I do..

I really do care..

It's so hard to show my feelings at times, thought you knew the whole time..

I just feel really speechless..

Where's the old you? :(

I don't wanna continue my days here with sadness, this all hurts.

Not eating..not drinking..no mood for anything..

Mom yells at me..

Sometimes, I just wish I could leave. Leave this place and scream..

I thought I could relax from stress, but I couldn't, it's worse..I wish things could go back to normal..

I feel like I got hit in the head with a bullet..

I really wish I could just talk to you and tell you everything..

It's not easy living like this..

It isn't, it really isn't...you just can't see how I suffer..

You may think I'm happy here, but without you, it's like being in hell. Life is like a piece of crap..

I don't want to be here..I wanna go home..

I wanna go home and just relax..

I feel so upset, I have no one to talk but the wall..

I want to tell you my problems, but now. It seems like it doesn't matter, and that hurts..

Gosh...iloveyou<3SO MUCH!

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