There is nothing to do~

Well...





there is nothing much to do now...





I miss life alot...





i miss my loved one alot...





i miss my family alot....






wishing that u would come back...





but that will never happen....





its almost christmas...





but i dont have anything to do~





i just miss him alot...





i dont have any feeling for anyone like him...





he's just different...





now its different now....





u may hate me,u may pity me,i dont know.....





but all i know is that i still love u with every bit of my heart....





eventhought i may have new friends...





new ppl who like me~





i dont have any feelings for any of them....





im sorry~





they've asked me to give them a chance....





but i dont know.....





i dont feel like starting another love life....





cuz it will just sack my heart like how u sacked mines....





what i dont get is that,how can u find a gurl that u only know for how long n now ur with here...





after breaking up,u can terus find 1 gurl n sms her n all...






not only her...but others....MY FRIENDS...u damn desperate is it?






im just asking...have u ever appreciated what ive gave u?






those long nites i had to accompany u....





but all in return is just i get a broken heart full of shit....





i guess im worth a better guy~i really loved u...





just like my adik say...why u love him when he just play u around?





im speechless....





u wanna be like that,then thats u....





but i will never forget what u have done.....





haiz......

2011 is coming...

life needs to start differently...

need to be happy..

need to forget the past..

need to forget u...

need to forget everything that happened between me n u...

need to LIVE properly...

needs a better life...

JUST GOTTA CONTINUE LIFE....

HOPE MY 16TH BIRTHDAY WILL BE GOOD....

I SO BET THAT U WONT EVEN GET ME A BIRTHDAY PRESENT OR EVEN WISH ME!!!

JOYCELYN..THE EMO GURL...